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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-03-28 03:34 pm

[ SECRET POST #4831 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4831 ⌋

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Re: How are you all coping?

(Anonymous) 2020-03-29 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
For years, I've felt like an assortment of jumbled pieces on the edge of a vortex and I've desperately yearned for something I knew I could never have: a chance to put my entire world on pause, stay at home alone for weeks or months on end, and hopefully I'll eventually reassemble.

Now I have it.

I should feel guiltier about how good this is for me. I feel guilty about not feeling all that guilty, and that's as far as it goes. I'm not lonely, because my social life is and has always been 100% online. Mostly nothing bothers me except the large amount of cleaning I need to get done in this time. Which I actually feel like I can do because there's nothing else taking up my time and effort. I'm not spending all my time struggling to stay sane while still doing everything expected of me. Sometimes I lie around and do nothing at all, and feel nothing at all, and that feeling of nothing at all is everything I ever dreamed it would be. It's even better than happiness. I'm just scared it'll end before I realize it, even though I know I should want it to end right now, for obvious reasons.

Although I do miss McDonald's.