[ SECRET POST #4854 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #4854 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.



__________________________________________________



02.
[Joe Dirt]


__________________________________________________



03.
[Kael'thas Sunstrider, World of Warcraft Shadowlands expansion]


__________________________________________________



04.
[Father Brown Mysteries]


__________________________________________________



05.
[Xena: Warrior Princess]


__________________________________________________



06.
[The Untamed]


__________________________________________________



07.
[BAND-MAID]


__________________________________________________



08.
[Kingdom Hearts]


__________________________________________________



09.
[Tiger King]


__________________________________________________



10.












Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 41 secrets from Secret Submission Post #694.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Late rant

[(Anonymous)]

As it says, this is kind of late. Feel free if you want to rant too. I just need to get this out.

Please, can I just stop fucking failing at life? Can I be competent at ANYTHING? I'm tired of having nothing to do at work, but when I do have something to do at work, it's all over my head and I'm just too dumb to do the task. Any attempts to educate myself just leave me with my eyes glazing over and me resisting giving a fuck. I don't know why I can't get the fuck over myself and just take in the fucking info and be fucking competent at the very least. I'm lucky to have a job. I don't know why I can't fucking ACT LIKE IT. I'm supposed to be working right now, but here I am, ranting.

Everyone's smarter than me, and they all have so much to do. No one listens to me, and I'm either too dumb or too scared to articulate my own needs. I don't want to say what's frustrating me right now because it's so fucking first world problems it makes me sick. They're the overwhelmed and I'm over here not doing shit. I ask them for something to do, then I'm saddling them with one more task of giving me something to do. When I try jumping on things myself, it feels like I fuck it up worse and leave behind more work than if they had just done it themselves. I hate it.

It just seems like when people aren't pissed off at me, they're too busy ignoring me. I hate that I can't fix this or make it better in any way.