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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2020-09-01 05:37 pm

[ SECRET POST #4988 ]


⌈ Secret Post #4988 ⌋

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Re: What One Thing Specifically Encourages You To Keep Living?

[personal profile] caecilia 2020-09-02 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I was driving home from the grocery store this evening listening to Abba and thinking about my life for the past year. Not since COVID but since last September. I tend to get stuck in these ruts where I just feel very stagnant and I was definitely feeling like I was in limbo all through August. Then today it just hits me how rapidly my personal life has changed in the last year, and how much the world has changed, and the ways they link. Good things happened but my family has had a lot of loss since last September, starting with my aunt's sudden death on 9/11. And like, I usually go grocery shopping with my wife but tonight she stayed home because I was like, you're a teacher, I should be the designated shopper right now. But driving home I just thought about her and I thought about how...fragile and fleeting everything is...and I had this moment of feeling kind of okay? But also being like "damn girl, life is precious, stop being such a bummer". Also, Fall. Fall is making me happy right now.