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Re: Random thoughts
(Anonymous) 2021-01-16 03:34 am (UTC)(link)You and the anon above me -- I relate pretty well. I recently started taking selfies in days I feel I look good, and in ways I think I look good (shout out to ANTM!!!) just because I want the proof that hey -- I did look good that one time. And much like nonnie above me, there is still this thing where I feel like I'm waiting on someone's permission to be ALL of myself -- however fabulous (or not) that is!
I often say to myself how much more attractive I'd be as a man and how much more freedom I'd give myself, and how much more confident I'd be if I was a man. And it's like...but you're not, nonnie. What's stopping you from being this person now? If that's who you'd be anyway, and this person is inside you anyhow? Why the fear to be *truly ALL* of yourself all the time? To look good (and not feel like there has to be a reason). It's okay to look like a stunner because you ARE. I don't know. I keep myself on a short leash and I want to be free. And it goes beyond looking nice or what have you. It's also allowing myself to have certain experiences, to go outside and join the parade instead of watching from the window. So. Perfect quote from Ru Paul.
And I will include a throwback to a Hilary Duff song "Why are you dressed in yellow/when you want to dress in gold?"
Corny, but a good question!
Re: Random thoughts
(Anonymous) 2021-01-16 05:18 am (UTC)(link)YAS NONNIE!!! Take those selfies and be proud of how good you look in your pics! I'm glad that we're all learning to just do what we wish instead of waiting for some kind of permission before doing so. It's a hard habit to break out of because it took me a long time to realize that I have a lot more control of my life than I others had led me to believe.
I've always struggled to express myself fully as well. I also have been putting myself on a short leash, and as time goes on I realize whose life am I living for when I keep stopping myself from just doing what I want to do? It's scary to know so much of your life is a risk you have to take on yourself, but at the same time it's AMAZING that you have desires and aspirations for yourself.
So long as you keep existing, I hope you live for yourself and know we all go at our own paces on our paths to loving ourselves. You're doing a great job so I hope you are giving yourself some kudos for recognizing that you deserve to live your life to its' fullest.
I have to keep telling myself I need to give things a *TRY* before dismissing it, because I'm tired of wondering, "What if I had taken a chance that one time instead of not doing it?" A lot of times, I've realized, they don't turn out like I thought (both in the best and worst case scenarios; they tend to be a lot less lackluster than I thought they'd be), but it's OK because at least I did it!
And I will include a throwback to a Hilary Duff song "Why are you dressed in yellow/when you want to dress in gold?"
It's true though. We deserve to shine brighter and give ourselves the best in the world.