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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2021-02-07 05:07 pm

[ SECRET POST #5147 ]


⌈ Secret Post #5147 ⌋

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Re: Vent/Random Thoughts Thread

(Anonymous) 2021-02-08 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's almost exactly two years since my guild leader last logged on. Less than an hour to go until the exact time, according to the guild panel that shows most recent activity. She died a week later. I'm incredibly lucky; I got to attend her funeral, a thousand miles away, even though she was an online friend. It was the best worst day of my life, and I know that's an oxymoron. She didn't have to be just an online friend. The memory of of the time I could have met her in person and didn't haunts me. She did so much for so many people, constantly. It should have been me. Nobody would have even noticed, and I'm the one with no future, nothing to look forward to. It's always the promising ones who die young, isn't it? I know funeral speeches tend to accentuate the positive, but it seemed like she was an amazing person all her life. Maybe it's self-contradictory of me, the morbid weirdo who believes being dead is better than being alive, but she should have lived. It's all wrong.

I keep checking the UI, hoping to catch the exact moment when it says 2 years.