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[ SECRET POST #745 ]
⌈ Secret Post #745 ⌋
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Re: 105
(Anonymous) 2009-01-20 01:03 am (UTC)(link)When I was eight (possibly, younger, I honestly can't remember) I used to fantasize about adults doing stuff to people my age which would be classed as sexual abuse were it ever to be done in real life. I wasn't really aware of that at the time. I wasn't aware that what I was doing was masturbating or that it had anything to do with sex, at the time. But I do think it colours my perspective on this. I have a hard time accusing eight year old me of being a pedophile, and I gave up those fantasies when I discovered porn and started fantasizing about adults having sex with each other, so I don't consider myself a pedophile now, but if I were to remember being turned on as an eight year old, to revisit the idea of being vulnerable in that way, would that make me one? I don't feel like it would, because in my mind being a pedophile is wanting to abuse children, and I would be thinking about being abused.
It's not something I do, but I have rape fantasies sometimes, and I can see why some people might get something similar from child abuse fantasies. I would feel kind of hypocritical judging them for that, because in my mind it's the same thing I do sometimes, just one step more extreme.
But I can accept that I might be wrong in not condemning it. I'm absolutely not sure of myself here. I feel defensive around people who rage against anything that has even a hint of sexuality+children though. It's like there's no room for me to be unsure of my stance without being A TERRIBLE PERSON, which really just makes me sympathise more with the other perspective. :/
Re: 105
I think it's important to think about this stuff, not so that you can judge other people, but because I think that the path to real mental illness and serious sexual problems is a lack of self-awareness.