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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2021-03-19 05:15 pm

[ SECRET POST #5187 ]


⌈ Secret Post #5187 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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[Gnosia]


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[I Care a Lot (on Netflix)]


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[X-Files]


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[Lolita Fashion Youtuber Tyler Willis]


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09. [SPOILERS for The Story of Yanxi Palace]



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10. [WARNING for discussion of pedophilia/child molestation]

























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(Anonymous) 2021-03-20 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
This feels like the best explanation for the majority of it, to me. And like, I get it? I grew up ace in a fairly progressive, sex-positive community. I spent a lot of time worrying about sex. Being scared and repulsed and sad and confused, and feeling like I had to force myself to do it in order to not be a weird loser freak.

I knew I was different, I knew other girls weren't ace, and therefore did want sex. But it was hard to imagine what that was like. Hard to imagine they wanted it in any deep-seated, enthusiastic way. It's hard to imagine being really horny if you never have been. It's like trying to imagine what being drunk feels like if the most you've had is a glass of wine on special occasions.