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[ SECRET POST #5197 ]

⌈ Secret Post #5197 ⌋

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[House of Games]

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[James Bond]

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[Falcon and the Winter Soldier]

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[Poirot]

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[Miraculous Ladybug]

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[OP warned for NSFW, illustrated porn]

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I'm getting back into Flight Rising and trying to sell some of my dragons so I have some freaking space in my lair.

Yay, FR! I love that site. It is one of my big obsessions. What's your username? I'm dragonofmordor on there. I always have no space even though I've bought all the possible space because I always buy more pretty dragons.

Today I was doing legal work most of the day, with a small break at lunch time for a pharmacy and Starbucks run. Also washed sheets and then showered and washed hair after dinner.

Now I"m only just finally settling in front of my computer to take meds, watch some Saving Hope, and then sleep. I'm honestly not really tired yet.

I'm Rumpelstiltskin. I'm just... for every space I make, I see something else. I'm trying to bid on a Gen2 imp right now but I feel like the seller missed my post because they never updated the listing or replied. But I don't want to be pushy and be like 'EXCUSE ME' (I just really want this Imp omg a Gen2 that I can afford and like the colours of??).

I don't even bother with gen1/gen2. I just go for pretty. So much pretty. And then I turn them into fandragons mostly of various things.

Sent you a friend request. I'm in gen1 HELL. I have like 80 project dragons, no lie. I just cannot be stopped nor contained.

Dicking around on the internet when I should be in bed.

This is me every day lol

Hell, I'm doing both

Busy season at work has started in earnest and I am in a murtherous emotional state. Absolutely scabrous. My emotional state is just a series of knife emojis.

Excellent vocab!

seconding this vocab, and empathizing with the knife emoijs

we've had daylight savings and today is my first day back to work after my vacation.
I am so exhausted already and it's not even 7am yet.

I went to the post office today and there was no line but they made me wait anyway. They do that all the time. Then the post office lady started lecturing me for not putting my return address on my outgoing mail.

Who the hell cares if you put your return address on things? It's going one-way.

got me, somebody had to be on a power trip. Probably also why they made me wait even though there was no line.

I'm going to have to look up flight rising (only heard of it here!).

I'm trying to find the perfect long fic to satisfy me -- something with the right balance of length, smut, and plot for my current pairing. The two I'm stuck on now are currently WIPs, so i did this to myself, but everything else are smutty one shots. Which, great, but I need more than just that.Sigh.

It's a very complex pet breeding/collecting site with little games and a turn-based battle game and you can dress your little dragons in clothes and genes. It's very fun and has a lot to do. If you like collecting and designing pets, it's a great time sink!

I'm looking forward to five days off in a row after tomorrow, but I'm wondering if I should ruin a day by going to the doctor for chest pain stuff (it's not COVID, tested negative a couple times and it started before COVID was a thing in the US.)

I had a phone appointment already and they said they couldn't do anything if I didn't come in. I'm getting my second COVID shot Saturday and wanted to wait until two weeks after that, plus I hate doctor visits.

Sometimes I'm tempted to get liposuction (is that even still a thing?) so I can interrupt the obligatory weight lecture and actually find out what's wrong. "You're fat and eat too much, come back when you've lost weight" is not a diagnosis. I got variations on the same answer for an infected bee sting, vaginal infections, infrequent periods, too-frequent periods, random bouts of weird nausea and exhaustion where I couldn't eat for days... ffs pretend I'm thin.

The sad thing is the chest pain probably is my fault and I do eat too much. But I don't drink alcohol, smoke anything, do any drugs, eat meat, drink soda or much else but sparkling water, and only drink coffee if I'm pulling an all-nighter, which I haven't done in years. So far this year I've walked at least seven miles a day, every day, on top of having a full time job.

But thanks to a weird upbringing I have so many issues about food and controlling what and how much I eat that I could spend decades in therapy just for food stuff. And if I don't try anyway I may not have decades.

God, the fixation on obesity/overweight is really fucking up a lot of medical diagnoses. (I mean, all of this is IMHO, but also I'm a public health person.)

Sorry that you're struggling with this. No good advice, but lots of sympathy.

On the flip side of this, when you're female-bodied and underweight the doctors dismiss your DECADES of chronic nausea as simply lying to cover up an eating disorder because of course every female-bodied person is ALSO fixated on losing weight even when they've already lost too much. Sigh.

Ugh, fuck all this. Medical body shaming sucks in all directions.

Re: What are you up to, FS?

(Anonymous) - 2021-03-30 13:40 (UTC) - Expand

Re: What are you up to, FS?

(Anonymous) - 2021-03-30 13:59 (UTC) - Expand

I sympathize. I lost a lot of weight and wasn't fat anymore and one bitch doctor told me I was still fat anyway. (She also inexplicably thought my worrying about getting yeast infections from antibiotics was HILARIOUS.)

I've been having pain in my upper right abdomen since January. It FEELS like an appendicitis but they've checked multiple times and there's nothing wrong with mine. The GI I saw was CONVINCED it was a gallstone. Even though I don't have a gallbladder. But he was convinced my bile duct had made one anyway (which apparently can happen??) or that an old one had dislodged and was blocking the bile duct. Ultrasound shows bile duct is working just fine, no blockages.

So he gets ANGRY with me and says "oh it's fatty liver, go lose some weight and it'll get better." And I'm like a) if it was something that could require such a long-term recovery, why would it come on so acutely and so strongly? And b) my brother (much more obese than I am) has fatty liver with no pain. My grandmother (who was thin as a stick) had fatty liver with no pain. But he literally said "You're fat, that's your problem" and sent me away.

I go to my GP and he examines me and my pain levels just from him touching me and says "there's no way, shape, or form this is from fatty liver". And he orders a scope of my intestines. They send me back to asshole GI since he's the one who has been treating me. They dodge my phone calls for a week and then finally leave a voicemail that says "Dr. Dunnaway is confident in his diagnosis and will not be performing any scopes on you. You're welcome to try and seek out another doctor to perform the procedure."

My consult with a new GI is Wednesday.

I'm so pissed about "You're fat, lose weight" is supposedly valid medical advice. It's bullshit and tons of obese or just moderately overweight people suffer and even die of preventable conditions that don't get diagnosed because "you're fat; go away"

Last night watched my friend continue streaming a blind run of Day of the Tentacle on Twitch, tried not to get frustrated because I have half the game memorized and she was fixated on solving some puzzles she literally could not solve yet, hahah.

This morning woke up with a headache that is probably either fatigue or caffeine withdrawal, can't have coffee because I need to go pick up groceries in an hour and swallowing anything less than 8 hours before I need to sit up long enough to drive a couple miles is a recipe for miserable nausea and reflux. I will live with the freaking headache.

i'm armie hammer dance party, nice to meet ya.

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