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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2009-02-27 06:17 pm

[ SECRET POST #784 ]


⌈ Secret Post #784 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Joss Whedon]


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[Dr. Horrible]


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[Whitest Kids U' Know]


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[Home Movies]


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[A Streetcar Named Desire]


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[SGA]


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[Rock 'n Roll High School]


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[Mad Men]


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[Skins]


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[The Dark Knight]


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[Mac Tonite]


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[Starfighter]


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[Pocahontas]


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[The Goonies]


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[Fred Figglehorn]


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[American Idol, Danny Gokey]


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[Supernatural]


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[Lackadaisy]


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[Static]


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[Elite Beat Agents, Ouendan 2]


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[Skins]


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[Luna from The Boondocks]


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[Misha Collins]


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[Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne]


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[Runaways]


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[Keats, Byron, Wilde, Dante, Marlowe and Augustus]



Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #112.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 2 3 4 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 - too big ], [ 1 - repeat ].
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(Anonymous) 2009-02-28 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
152. Really hoping this is a troll. If it isn't: OP, I really hope you don't go spreading this around, because chances are your friend's suicide was not "because L died," whatever made you think that, though it might have been vaguely, tangentially related in some way.

My (thankfully unsuccessful) suicide attempt happened right after I accidentally dropped and broke a ceramic bowl. I did not try to kill myself because of a bowl. I tried to kill myself because I was fucked up in the head and I believed that my life was pointless and the future held nothing for me, and I had felt that way for a long, long time beforehand. I was already in one of my lowest, most vulnerable states when the bowl incident happened, and — because, as I said earlier, I was fucked up in the head - I subconsciously took it as a symbolic confirmation of everything I was already thinking, and out came the pills.

We've seen plenty of secrets here from people whose lives were saved by small, seemingly insignificant things. When people are on the very edge and about to lose it completely, they're vulnerable, and the weirdest things can tip the balance either way.

[identity profile] oldstarnewshine.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
I just want to say "thank you" and "this so much" with the fire of a thousand suns.

[identity profile] flutingfrenzy.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you; you said it perfectly.

(Anonymous) 2009-02-28 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

It saddens me that the OP is either a horribly insensitive troll or actually thinks her friend would kill his or herself over something so petty. Shows a huge lack of understanding about the nature of suicide.

[identity profile] followingmyfish.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
This. Beautifully put, anon.

[identity profile] masterfedora.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. I wanted to say something like this, I just wasn't sure how. You did a wonderful job.

[identity profile] necrohamster.livejournal.com 2009-02-28 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, thank you for saying this. I'm glad somebody could explain their experience with how mental illness works instead of writing it off as the person just being an "idiot."