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fandomsecrets2022-02-02 07:01 pm
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(Anonymous) 2022-02-03 06:07 am (UTC)(link)I feel like I’ve always been over looked in my family. My father has schizophrenia and my mum is borderline - so, super dramatic and prone to making major mistakes. On top of that my sister was the golden child who got to leave home and meet a partner and have a child long whilst I stayed at home and became our mother’s carer. I’ve always felt like I’m not special - not good enough to be valued and not fucked up enough to be coddled. Even now when I’ve been able to gain my independence, I been majorly depressed because I feel like I’m still at 18 just starting out in the world whilst everyone my age seems to be accurately in their 30s with partners and kids. To make it worse, outside of my counsellor, I have a hard time just getting someone to sit down and just listen to my actual feelings about my life and where my heart is. There’s a lot of “I’m OK, I feel fine” when it’s really “Im not OK, I’m not fine and I’m in a really, really, really bad place and not only will no one listen to me, I’m not important enough to be heard.”
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(Anonymous) 2022-02-03 06:37 am (UTC)(link)I think it's brave you went out in the world while not having gotten much support.
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(Anonymous) 2022-02-03 11:41 am (UTC)(link)Nonny :((( I feel you. That song gutted me to the core. I have the same feeling of being expendable and just plain useless to my family. I'm 30+ with no children and no intention to find a partner (also Gay in a homophobic family LMAO) while my sisters are both married and one has a child that everyone loves to bits.
You are not alone. There are a tons of people feeling like us. I hope you find your tribe and thrive. I'm working on it, too.
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(Anonymous) 2022-02-03 11:56 am (UTC)(link)That's the song!
Also, I'm send you a hug nonnie;I hope you're able to find people who appreciate you and really truly see you and your value as a person just for being(not even based on what you do). I know you'll find them <3