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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2022-04-09 04:41 pm

[ SECRET POST #5573 ]


⌈ Secret Post #5573 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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[Central Park]


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[Disenchantment]


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[Novoland: Pearl Eclipse]


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[Another Eden]


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 41 secrets from Secret Submission Post #798.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
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Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you ever feel like you're cursed? Like every decision you make is the wrong one, whether you painstakingly research it or go by your gut it will still fuck you over in extreme and unpredictable ways.

Because I'm starting to feel this way.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I would high five you in solidarity, but I'd probably miss and break your nose and my hand at the same time.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) - 2022-04-09 21:20 (UTC) - Expand

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. So much yes.

Are you me? Did I write this in my sleep?

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Only my entire life.
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Re: Vent thread

[personal profile] philstar22 2022-04-09 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm in a bad place mentally. I asked my primary for a referral to a psychiatrist. The problem is, the psychiatrist doesn't have an appointment until June. I get that psychiatrists are busy doctors. But still really frustrating when I'm mentally not good and really need to get my meds adjusted sooner than that.

CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Got a call from the vets this morning saying that someone had found our cat in their garden after apparently being hit by a car. He was conscious but cold and going into shock. While on the way out the door they called again to say that after doing x-rays there was nothing they could do, he was too far gone and that we were basically coming in to say goodbye.

I'm trying to find practical things to do like put together all our photos of him and order a nice frame to put that in but I can't do it for crying. I had to call my new job to say I couldn't make it in, I've only been there a few days and I'm terrified they'll be upset with me for letting them down already.

The house just feels so empty and weird tonight. I miss him so much.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, nonny. I wish I could provide you with more than this. If I could give you a hug I would, but only if you want one.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I’m so sorry, that’s awful! I can’t properly express how much I feel for you, this kind of death is always so hard! I’ve gone through it before. You’re in my thoughts!
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Re: CW Pet death

[personal profile] philstar22 2022-04-09 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh no, I'm so, so sorry. That's awful. Sending you all the internet hugs. I can't even imagine how much it hurts. Keeping you in my thoughts.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry, anon.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so, so sorry. I don't mean to make this about me, but I lost my own kitty recently, so I know exactly how it feels and wanted to offer my support! *hugs if wanted*

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh nonny, I'm so sorry.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Sorry for your loss.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-10 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry.

Re: CW Pet death

(Anonymous) 2022-04-10 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oh no, I'm so sorry.
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Re: CW Pet death

[personal profile] greghousesgf 2022-04-10 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
aww, poor kitty. losing a pet is losing a friend.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't help but be pissed off at things I can't control. It still hurts my feelings people don't show up for me. It still hurts my feelings that those who I thought would be happy for me...aren't happy for me. It makes me mad when they can't ever be present for me, but they want me around because I am capable of being present for them. Fuck you, dude.

I wish I wasn't so obsessed with my weight. It wasn't a thing until I began losing weight and that wasn't intentional. Fuck society and the deathgrip fatphobia has on us.

I wish people would stop reccing me things to watch or read. My mental space can't handle so much stuff. Can we talk to each other without it always being about a show or movie or series everyone is into? Doesn't help that 98% of media now is mediocre at best so I can't even be like "HATED IT". More like, "Wow, thanks for wasting another 5~ hours of my time on yet another bland and boring thing that I don't get why everyone else is jizzing themselves over."

IDK man, am I the socially inept one or are the people I'm surrounded by the socially inept ones? Do we just not know how to engage anymore?

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I think your last line is accurate.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-09 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This is really petty of me, but I belong to a local women's group on FB that can be a nice place to ask questions about anything. But what bugs me is that sometimes, a person will want [a specific item], for free. And they don't want to come out and say, "I'm looking for a [thing]" or whatever, they sidle up to it and ask if anyone happens to have any [stuff] they're looking to get rid of or something. And someone will inevitably respond and say, sure, $20 and it's yours and the original person will come over all bashful, like ohhhhh, I don't have any money or I was hoping that someone would randomly be giving away free stuff and hey, do you deliver?

Which is fine if it's something small, but sometimes it isn't. It doesn't quite reach r/choosingbeggars level, but it happens ALL THE TIME. Ugh, just come out and say you don't want to pay for whatever it is you want, already.
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Re: Vent thread

[personal profile] sparklywalls 2022-04-10 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Trying to get on the property ladder at the grand old age of mid-30s and fucking hate it. We're doing this out of necessity because our landlord is kicking us out later this year and sadly mortgage repayments are a good £2-300 cheaper than rent, so we thought we may as well go for it between our savings and parents helping us out (which I REALLY didn't want but needs must, I am over people making my generation feel bad for needing assistance with this shit.)

We bid on a flat last week and bid £20K over the asking price, which was already high meaning it was a REACH for the area we're in. 6th out of 8 bids. Hard not to think...fuck this. Our solicitor even said we were being sensible keeping our bid as low as we did because "you'll never get that money back" - but apparently at least five other people/couples had a stupid amount of extra cash lying around and didn't give a shit. Sigh.

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-10 09:05 am (UTC)(link)
Oh ouch I feel for you. We bought a little while back and I know we're going to be plunged into negative equity. Are you able to shore up at your folks until the house prices crash??

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-10 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
I just want the entire world to stop sucking ass. I don't mean "just for one moment" I mean, just stop sucking ass. (Yes, I know it doesn't stop sucking ass on its own. This is a vent thread.)

Re: Vent thread

(Anonymous) 2022-04-10 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
oh i feel this

Re: Vent thread

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Re: Vent thread

[personal profile] malurette 2022-04-10 09:22 am (UTC)(link)
I'm going to barricade my house with chicken wire because neighbouring pigeons fly inside my bedroom if I leave my window open and unattended. (Teeny tiny rowhouse, big city, I'm talking flying rats, not fancy country pigeons.)

Re: Vent thread

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