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Re: Um... venting?...
(Anonymous) 2022-06-30 02:58 am (UTC)(link)Thanks a lot for the advice. It IS sound advice. You are right, I would rather hear something like that, too.
Yeah, my bad behavior... on one hand, I have grown to be afraid of people to the point that I would rather run away than be confused over whether that's pity or sympathy, because if it's pity, that means I will just get bullied and I don't feel strong to deal with that kind of bs anymore, but being that mistrusting is unfair to the friends that stayed and... on the other hand, I have been let down a few times by my own behavior, so I mistrust myself enough to actually believe that I am doing favors by not chasing after anyone. These aren't excuses, just things to unpack before I could reach the seemingly obvious conclusion that "oh yeah, maybe it's better to try to talk to them than not try at all" . Thanks a lot, again, anon ♥ .