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[ SECRET POST #6024 ]
⌈ Secret Post #6024 ⌋
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(Anonymous) 2023-07-04 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)a guess
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(Anonymous) 2023-07-05 12:58 am (UTC)(link)* Or post it! Life is too short, and there is always an audience for it if the character is popular.
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(Anonymous) 2023-07-05 04:10 pm (UTC)(link)I have more than one fic where I write it solely for me. No intentions to ever post anywhere or share with anyone. There's one BIG fic where I have a self-insert who starts a blackmailed relationship with a MC in Fandom 1 that turns into mutual lust that transform into True Love. At first, it was mostly smut but somewhere along the way an actual story between the MCs and their families and friends began to build up. It's super messy now, like soap opera/365 Days level ridiculousness.
It's super self-indulgent and even though I feel like I've written some really good shit in these self-indulgent fics, I also feel like the fic in itself is such a stupid fic with silly typical fanfic tropes that I often don't like lol I don't hold myself up to any real standards outside of, "what self-indulgent thing do I want to happen so I can have time pass"
Also, I absolutely love that I can write it whenever I want to write but don't want the stress of writing a fic made for an audience to interfere with my day dreams/story ideas that just will not stop playing in my mind. I love that I can read it when I'm not feeling complimentary towards myself and just cringe at my writings while being grateful that I never posted this fic anywhere, only I have seen it.
Also, it makes me feel like the characters and the world I built can exist in my imaginations without any sort of pressure. I can mold to my liking whenever I want, or I can set it aside if I'm feeling unmotivated.
Not something that works for everyone, but for me, I highly recommend writing stories just because you want to. Nothing more and nothing less than you writing a story because you have an urge to write it/read it.
*"for now": I know that sometimes one's craft/confidence can grow to the point that they may one day actually publish something they never thought they'd share with anyone so don't put any pressure on yourself for changing your mind with fics you write (if you planned to post but you decided not to? Don't chide yourself so much for changing your mind; feeling like this "for me only" fic is actually something you want to share? Go for it!)
For example:
A couple weeks ago I got an urge to write a smutty "What if Character A and Character B from Fic 4 from Ancient Fandom 2 met up five years after the ending?"
I just wanted to write it and read it later. Wrote the thing in a few days, read it, felt like it was lacking, and set it away.
I re-read it a week later and considered tweaking names and details around, polish up the writing and post it for Fandom 3. The dynamic reminded me of a pair I write for.
But I've been distracted lately and I'm now not sure if I do want to work more on it.
I'm glad I wrote the thing and got rid of the itch. Also glad that I can read it when I want.