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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2024-09-13 07:12 pm

[ SECRET POST #6461 ]


⌈ Secret Post #6461 ⌋

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Re: DA

(Anonymous) 2024-09-14 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
DA

If this counts for anything, I don't think there is anything wrong with what you're doing.

I had a similar upbringing to yours (undiagnosed nuerodivergency in a patriarchal conservative upbringing in an environment of contradictions of purity culture vs glamourizing sinful/YOLO culture), and I still have phases where I read/write fics about teens' exploration and navigation with their sex lives. I like idealized versions and I feel like it helps a repressed part of myself slowly come out and feel free to express itself.

I had friends who shared their experiences with me/I helped them through some stuff, so I knew what media depicted and what I like is not representative of IRL.

(Tangent) I also was a teen in the 90s-00s, there were loads of real life horror stories I read in teen/women's magazines. Never chatted up strangers in hopes of finding a romantic partner online because of all the stories I read!

AYRT

(Anonymous) 2024-09-14 06:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah honestly

When I was seventeen I used to write self insert noncon because it was the only way I could feel like I was fantasizing without being guilty. And like it's fucked up looking back that the community I was in was so shaming that I felt like the only way to fantasize guilt free was to imagine my self insert being raped.

But I don't think it's a moral statement about ME. But the environment I was IN. Which is a nuance that a lot of anti types don't seem to grasp. they'd rather just shame the person not consider that the fucked up element is that the person was made to feel that way in the first place.