[ SECRET POST #6573 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #6573 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #939.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom]

05. https://i.imgur.com/XM7A8NR.png

[beed]

not being judgey at all, because we all got those dark thoughts and feelings at times, but you would be the perfect fit for the type of person to enjoy the Hitman games. less online multiplayer shooty crap and more single player experiences, like the grand theft auto series, or farcry.

[(Anonymous)]

This is probably more common than you think, tbh. I'm pretty sure lots of people have thought about ideas like this and enjoyed media and power fantasies based around this premise (Hitman, anyone?) but never intended to do anything IRL.

If this or your anger are bothering you, why not talk to someone about it? A therapist worth talking to would understand that fiction/fantasy != real life, and if they don't, they're showing they're not worth talking to.

[(Anonymous)]

Yeah, I daydream about what I'd do if I got a terminal disease. I'd Luigi a few a people.

[(Anonymous)]

I mean the important thing is that it's a fantasy.

On my worst days with the most frightening, violent, "JFC how could I ever have associated with someone like that" thoughts, I have never seriously considered putting together a plan of any sort and judge anyone who thought the answer to their pain and misery was to harm or kill innocent people who had nothing to do with them.

I've played all sorts of gory games but it's never awakened in me a need to repeat whatever I did in those games in real life.

Ironically I don't like first person shooters because I find them to be too much of a hassle lol.

[(Anonymous)]

Fortysomething housewife rage is real.

[(Anonymous)]

This. I think most people don't realize just how much repressed rage and frustration there is in this demographic.

Signed,

another 40-something housewife

[randomdrops]

Yeah, I read that bit and thought "oh, yeah that makes sense."

[(Anonymous)]

I love heist media and games and fantasize about robbing a museum or a bank and being rich with a ton of cool art, but the only thing I've stolen in real life was a pack of gum when I was little (that my mother made me take back and apologize).

It's just a fantasy about being bad.

[(Anonymous)]

LOL, same. I love heist plots in film and fiction. I love the idea of stealing fabulous jewels and diving Scrooge McDuck-like into my hoard of gold coins. IRL, I feel guilty when I take packets of ketchup from a fast food place and I don't use ALL of the ketchup that I take. (I take them home with me to use later.)

[(Anonymous)]

I have fantasies of being a hardcore party girl in LA.
I am too scared IRL to go to the clubs, much less do drugs or drink heavily.

We all have dark fantasies that speak more to emotional catharsis than actually wanting to live these lives.

[(Anonymous)]

I love playing games where I get to kill a lot of people. It helps after having a shit day at work.

[(Anonymous)]

I have dark fantasies of my own.

Funnily enough, I'm not a gamer myself but I was gifted a Nintendo Switch and Mario Kart 8 Deluxe (because it's one of the few games I am decent enough at to enjoy playing), and I found myself swearing at Mario & Co and reveling in hitting them with shells and throwing fire at them.

I'm almost 40 myself, and I would say, give a 1st person shooter game a chance. Agree with a comment upthread that you should play a game where you're not playing against other people. That way you're just yelling at computer graphics and you can go as unhinged in your shoutings as you want in the privacy of your home (in my case, my bedroom).

[(Anonymous)]

Kind of unrelated to the secret, but where did you find the image for the gun shooter in the secret? I've seen it used in something and I had no idea that it might have been referencing something else this entire time.

[(Anonymous)]

Not OP, but it looks like a stylized/redrawn version of the pistol hand from the original Doom games.

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you! :D

[(Anonymous)]

I think you will greatly benefit from telling this to your potential therapist. Or at least you will actually benefit from playing some shooting games and relaxing.

[calystarose]

I used to play Doom and Quake a lot. It actually helped vent my rage in a safe place that hurt no one. I'd stick the game on god mode and use the knife to kill demons. Very cathartic.

[(Anonymous)]

As someone who has a lot of rage inside, when I told my violent thoughts to my then therapist they went like "Okay, and?". This just to tell you it's more common than you think.

My therapist also noticed that all the hobbies I had were very soft uwu things (they didn't put it that way obvs) and encouraged me to try the offline videogames I had been too chicken shit to try. It's been surprisingly cathartic and it has improved my issues with road rage and reckless driving so much.