fandomsecrets | [ SECRET POST #6832 ]

[ SECRET POST #6832 ]

⌈ Secret Post #6832 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.

__________________________________________________

02.

__________________________________________________

03.

__________________________________________________

04.

__________________________________________________

05.

__________________________________________________

06. [SPOILERS for I Was a Teenage Exocolonist]
[WARNING for discussion of racism, abuse, genocide]

Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 00 secrets from Secret Submission Post #975.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

To cry apparently.

I have lived in house or ground floor most of my life so I am quite unaware of the noise I make and now living in a building with cardboard walls is a hellish experience. As soon as I moved I heard people having sex loudly. Two weeks ago I was called by the building manager because of complaints about noise and I was sleeping. Sometimes I am in bed and people start chatting and laughing in ground floor. There's a street fair nearby that starts making noise at 4.

Yesterday, a Friday, I was losing it to put it very nicely (losing it aka awake 4 am because I am on my last straw and can't sleep without pills anymore it seems) and my room was a mess because I have long been NOT holding it together so I started throwing stuff around to organize my room and then took the pills. This was the ONE time it was my fault, on a Friday, at a time when everybody should be asleep, punctually threw things and immediately took pills. And of fucking course today some elderly lady came to me to complain. And I'm like ohh so if you are aware when it's me you should be aware when it isn't, huh? Story of my fucking life. I want to move out so bad but I am unemployed so it's not like I can afford a place without cardboard walls so each day I think more and more about just taking enough pills to fall into a coma and then either being asphyxiated or dying peacefully because no one will even know before body rots

And these are the plans for the weekend I guess 😅 the coma maybe. I just know that if I was a man I wouldn't be asked about the noise but as an autistic woman I am and this kills me

No, people bitch about noise no matter the gender or neurostatus of a person. That's not on you, that's just how apartment living works unfortunately.

Have you tried noise cancelling headphones and white noise generators for your own sense of peace? It won't help people who are hearing you, but it might help you get/stay asleep. I've been in the noisy cheap apartment space and I'm sorry you're there. The lack of sleep and quiet about drove me insane.

No shit, Sherlock. You want an award, too?

This is not about the bitching this is about having been a fucking scapegoat all my life - I would Love it if people were complaining about noise because then I WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE NOISE TOO. Win! Therefore this time I played neurotypical - no! Wasn't me but please record it next time so we can see who it was :) there won't be a next time because damn or be damned I will just keep tising the pills until the coma and hopefully they will catch culprits. If I said oh yeah this time it was me then jn their mins EVERY TIME it wasn't me it would be.

Thanks for the suggestions but I have tried everything. It just doesn't work. Noise cancelling earphones have a white noise that drive me crazy - I am not the only neurodivergent who hears. To be a semi functioning (pretend to) member of society all I do is earphones alllllllllllllllll day but I have fatigue already. I tried every genre of songs out there, rain noises (I have a list of favorites that don't have thunder etc :) ) ASMR (hate it) etc. the 3m orange plugs are in my bedside but they hurt my ear and barely help so at this point I am just going low-key insane. I probably need to go back to the shtink and try something else but you know when you have tried so much and nothing helps so maybe it's better to stick to the plan of only med that works until it kills you ? Yeah.

Ohhhh wow. I can definitely see why people are complaining about you. This reply is insane.

Are noise machines or headphones available to help limit the noise?

Thanks, and no - my noise cancelling headphones aren't working anymore but even when they were they didn't help and the ear plugs never worked either, much ear pain for little aid
Honestly this was just the last straw. When I moved in people complained about "greater water consumption". I bathe thrice a day, which is the same as a family of 3 but eat for 1/2, take clothes to laundry and seldom clean so I don't waste and don't think water was being wasted but cardboard walls so they probably noticed my bathing and complained. So the noise problem is more likely than not my body desperately wanting peace and quiet. Prayers that I will get a job that will allow me to get out of here

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

[ SECRET POST #6832 ]

Re: Weekend Plans?

Re: Weekend Plans?

Re: Weekend Plans?

Re: Weekend Plans?

Re: Weekend Plans?

Re: Weekend Plans?