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fandomsecrets2025-11-20 05:02 pm
[ SECRET POST #6894 ]
⌈ Secret Post #6894 ⌋
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Re: Could someone please talk to me?
(Anonymous) 2025-11-22 12:39 am (UTC)(link)Today was the deadline for a project. A project I could and should have sent in four months ago. And it was my dream, well I think it still is but I feel too old, I will feel too old by the time next year comes around if I don't fumble it again. I feel exhausted and breathless everyday and my will to live was gone by the time I was 12 or so but we keep finding that there is no way out and reinventing ourselves and moving forward I guess, and I at least feel glad I am not too off the mark, but I can't stop hating and resenting the world for all it's put me through but this is not a monster of the week magical girl anime and the big baddies always win apparently. And I don't know what to do anymore. I would probably join the Luigi Mangione fancrowd if I could and didn't fear for my social destiny but all I have is a family I don't really get along with and rent so yeah. I will have to let the tears fall today and tomorrow return to the hell of my mind where I can't make a thing that should take any happy person 5 days in 4 months while I keep smiling and pretending I'm still a genius who slipped once or whatever they say about child prodigies being cursed for life with seemingly endless workload and sadness
To say I want to kill myself is a vast understatement. To me this world is an endless theater of lies and I long can't and don't want to do it anymore. I see absolutely no point. People are killing each other every single minute over a thing that's an idea (money) and doesn't exist. Anyone with a modicum of sanity wants to. Rest is either starving too hard or partying too extravagantly or dissociating too intensely I fear.
Re: Could someone please talk to me?
(Anonymous) 2025-11-22 05:06 am (UTC)(link)I hear you and see you and I feel your pain.
Re: Could someone please talk to me?
(Anonymous) 2025-11-23 06:28 am (UTC)(link)