[ SECRET POST #7004 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #7004 ⌋

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Re: Doctor, Dentist, Hospital?

[(Anonymous)]

I like my current doctor but I don't enjoy *going* just because I get worked up over all the medical stuff and I get anxious and I hate having my blood pressure taken. But with that one, because I finally have someone who I trust, and the office's policies are very focused on patient comfort and consent, I can handle it when I have to.

I CANNOT handle the dentist. They have to drug me like an anxious animal going to the vet, they really have to knock me on my ass with the good shit or I will have a panic attack. And the good dentist I managed to build a relationship with no longer takes my insurance, so I did recently cry at the new dentist just because I was getting so panicky during new patient intake and exam, and I'm really not sure if I can keep going there, it really all depends on how they handle the next appointment, because I felt very pressured and not respected in regards to my personal autonomy, whereas at the previous place, any time I needed them to stop, they would give me a chance to breathe and decide if I could continue, and this guy just kept scraping and poking while I was having a breakdown.

I have a weird relationship with hospitals in that I have spent so much time in them as a kid that there is something oddly comfortable about like... being in a hospital as a non-patient? Like I am the person who will gladly sit in a chair overnight if someone I love is in the hospital and be fine. But I CANNOT be a hospital patient, between my intense fear of surgery and the trauma I've had as a patient.