I can relate to this, anon. While finishing an animation with my 'best friend', I had a horrible anxiety attack and was diagnosed with depression. She's always been emotionally abusive towards me, but one of the worst things she's ever done is to tell me I was weak and that I should get over it.

People always used to call me her 'shadow' because I never had the courage to be myself when she was around - she stopped me going out by myself, stopping me forming friendships and relationships (she used to the guys I liked that I wasn't interested in them, without me knowing. Gee, thanks.)

Seriously anon, get out while you can. I feel better every day since I got away. Trust me, your mental health will thank you for it. The comic isn't worth the pain. Trust me, I can't even watch that animation now, because it only brings back shitty memories.

Good luck, anon.