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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2010-06-26 03:00 pm

[ SECRET POST #1271 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1271 ⌋

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(Anonymous) 2010-06-26 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I can relate to this, anon. While finishing an animation with my 'best friend', I had a horrible anxiety attack and was diagnosed with depression. She's always been emotionally abusive towards me, but one of the worst things she's ever done is to tell me I was weak and that I should get over it.

People always used to call me her 'shadow' because I never had the courage to be myself when she was around - she stopped me going out by myself, stopping me forming friendships and relationships (she used to the guys I liked that I wasn't interested in them, without me knowing. Gee, thanks.)

Seriously anon, get out while you can. I feel better every day since I got away. Trust me, your mental health will thank you for it. The comic isn't worth the pain. Trust me, I can't even watch that animation now, because it only brings back shitty memories.

Good luck, anon.

OP

(Anonymous) 2010-06-27 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
That's horrible! I know exactly how you feel. No physical abuse can measure up to the feeling of being slowly erased from your social life. The worst thing is that when we met, she was really shy and reserved and showered me with praise and admirtion. When I helped her gain the confidence, she just started to imitate everything I do, and did things I was too shy to do. The end result? Some people believing I'm the one being secondary.

Good luck to you too, I'm glad that you are over it.