[ SECRET POST #1351 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1351 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Comments

[fscom.livejournal.com]

103. http://i305.photobucket.com/albums/nn225/uventura/scottsecret.png

[kaizokukingvj.livejournal.com]

I feel your pain dude, I've nearly posted that same secret almost verbatim a few hundred times.

In the end my Ramona disappeared, if you have a chance, take it.

I lost my Ramona to her busy schedule, work, and enough stiff competition to make a league of future boyfriends.

[(Anonymous)]

OP here.


I lost my Ramona to her busy schedule, work, and enough stiff competition to make a league of future boyfriends THIS. Only that I don't think I'll ever be able to compete with them, I'm a girl and well, she's not into girls....still I want to hope that one day maybe, just maybe.

Thanks anon.

[kaizokukingvj.livejournal.com]

Sometimes, it's better to call it game over even if you have that extra life.


I still feel all that love for her that I had once shared. It was just better in my case to walk away while I still could. It's kinda like this, She had never been mine, she loved me and I loved her but when we realized that she had a boyfriend, I walked away a hundred times and each time she pulled me back.

We kissed and I was even more in love.

They eventually broke it off, and she disappeared...again...she shows up and disappears, It's not something my heart can take.

Sometimes it's better to end the pain yourself then suffer the long haul for something that just might never happen, I'd take my year back in a heart beat (Pun not intended)

I can't help feel slightly kindred with you Anon, so much so I bothered replying (which I never do on F!S)

Just don't get to hurt. Stealing a life when you've run out only works in the co-op mode.

[(Anonymous)]

Thank you so much for the advice, perhaps I should take a step back, hit pause and value the pros and cons of waiting for her...After all I'm still young and stuff.

I'll think things over...

Thanks again.

[kaizokukingvj.livejournal.com]

No problem anon. Best of luck, for one last piece of advice, let love find you, all things considered my biggest mistake has always been searching for something that can't be found, unless it wants too that is.

[(Anonymous)]

I relate so much to this secret that for a second I thought I had forgotten making it.

I hope things work out for you.

[bonsoirdollface.livejournal.com]

I wish this was who I know it's not.

But then again, I don't.

[pineapplebites.livejournal.com]

...all of this. I know it isn't much help to say I;m there, but I am.

[eyebrowaddict.livejournal.com]

If it's not reciprocated then there isn't much you can do. It's not really love if you force the other person into it. If they're not interested, then they're not interested. In Scott's case, Ramona was interested in him, she just had baggage to get over.

I'm just getting this from the "one-sided love" bit. Please correct me if I'm wrong.

[kaizokukingvj.livejournal.com]

I don't know, at least on my side it wasn't always one sided. OP did say her situation was into it.

She actually told me she loved me first.

My situation always feels like if Gideon had won.

[(Anonymous)]

I know that. The thing is that I'm not sure whether she's into it or not--we've shared so much with each other and sometimes she sort of made me think that we had something beyond friendship going on...It's just that now she has someone in her life and well it's not even that deep. But it still makes me hope.

[eyebrowaddict.livejournal.com]

Hope is one thing, especially if you really do have a deep connection like you say you do. Just try not to delude yourself into believing things that aren't really true, or force her into something she's not ready for. I know the waiting and uncertainty can be terribly painful, but if things go wrong you might be left with something even less than friendship instead.

[(Anonymous)]

If I've waited this long for her is precisely because I don't want to force her into anything, so yeah that's why I hope instead--although I think I'm slowly coming to the realization that I should move on...I like her too much to affect her life in any way with my drama.

Thank you for taking the time with me :)

[eyebrowaddict.livejournal.com]

That's a very mature way to look at it, and it's quite refreshing to hear. The topic is a bit touchy for me because of something I've experienced personally, so I suppose I expect other people in similar situations to act like the person I knew did.

But yeah, if it's becoming too difficult for either of your emotional states, it's time to move on, as hard as it sounds. You already know that, though.

And it's no problem at all. c: I hope things get brighter for you, whether that's with this person or not.

[sairei.livejournal.com]

You can't force her to love you, and I think it's weird that you cling to her so much when she hurts you. That's pretty unhealthy, OP.

[(Anonymous)]

No, no! She doesn't hurt me KNOWINGLY--she just talks about her love interests without and I guess in a way it's my fault for not letting her know (too afraid of rejection). And as I've mentioned to another person above you, sometimes there's the tiniest bit of hope that I see between us.

[(Anonymous)]

she just talks about her love interests * and I guess in a way it's my fault for not letting her know.

Sorry distracted OP is distracted.

[trowa.livejournal.com]

wouldn't that make you Knives Chau?