ext_82219 ([identity profile] shahni.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2007-05-22 01:30 pm

[ SECRET POST #137 ]


⌈ Secret Post #137 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Early post is early!

Secrets Left to Post: 02 pages, 45 secrets from Secret Submission Post #020.
Secrets Not Posted: 0 broken links, 0 not!secrets, 0 not!fandom.
Next Secret Post: Tomorrow, Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007.
Current Secret Submission Post: Here.
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To number 9

(Anonymous) 2007-05-23 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
I understand. Really. I know that's easy to say for some random person on the internet, but when I read that secret I stared at the screen with my mouth hanging open and went "Wait, I didn't write a secret like tha... oh, wait" for a moment.
For me, it was Luke from Tales of the Abyss (I can say that because well, no one knows how much "one of my drive-by fandoms" really means to me in that respect). I saw him change for the better and was... kind of envious. When something bad happens, he at first said "It's not my fault" and that's how I have been acting, too. It's selfish and all, but whenever something bad happend or whenever it was actually me who did something wrong, I blamed circumstances (or others). Not openly, but in my mind, and it really made me feel bad when I thought about it.
And Luke... well, in a way he taught me how to change and all.

Sometimes I feel like you do about it, thinking it's crazy, but then I tell myself, if I, like this fictional character, change for the better, it's not really all that important why, right?

Sorry for the tl;dr. >.<

--- Shuu