[ SECRET POST #1402 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1402 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Dirt Poor Robins: Last Days of the Leviathan]


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[Guild Wars]


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[Umineko No Naku Koro Ni]


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[Whites]


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133. http://i56.tinypic.com/2dt3zns.jpg
[linking this image just in case (depiction of dub/non-con)]


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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS BELOW ----- ]









134. [SPOILERS for BtVS]



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135. [SPOILERS for Metalocalypse]



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136. [SPOILERS for D. Gray-man]



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137. [SPOILERS for Dollhouse]



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138. [SPOILERS for Chuck]



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139. [SPOILERS for Nabari no Ou]



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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS BELOW ----- ]









140. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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141. [TRIGGER WARNING for half-dressed real child in the image, pedophilia, and on]
http://i53.tinypic.com/5znuo5.jpg


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142. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape, also blood/violence/implied rape in the image]
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143. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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144. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest]



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145. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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Notes:

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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I haven't been in this exact situation, but I did once write a rape-recovery fic (with terrible magical healing sex and everything - in my defence, this was years ago) for a close friend who I knew had been raped when she was a child. It was about her favourite character, and while she didn't request it as your friend did, as soon as I floated the idea she encouraged it all the way and she was my beta throughout.

Apart from the dubious quality of the prose, it was a pretty fulfilling experience. The main difference between my situation and yours seems to be that your friend is still very much in the initial process of working through her feelings. It also seems like YOU are still in the process of working through your feelings - and honestly I think a lot of people who've written serious rape/recovery fics have experienced unwelcome feelings about it, and while those feelings are totally fictional and not anything like what our beloved friends have to deal with, it can be heavy emotional work and it's okay to give yourself time to deal with it as you write.

If it's too much for you? I'd tell her, if I were you; it's not like it's a mystery that some people aren't comfortable with noncon fic.

But before giving up, I think you should give yourself a break, do some thinking and feeling and come back to it in a couple of weeks. Maybe you just need more time.