Man. This touched me pretty personally. I'm not really in to mpreg fics (mostly because I read like one once, it was terrible, and I don't read much fanfiction anyway, soyeah), but I'm in the same boat. I wanted to carry and have a child so badly, it was heartbreaking. Me and my wife ended up having a son together, and I love him to death, but it's not the same. <3 goes out to you anon.