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shahni.livejournal.com) wrote in
fandomsecrets2007-06-12 03:30 pm
[ SECRET POST #158 ]
⌈ Secret Post #158 ⌋
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This is a magic post and I'm not really here. :D
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RPing or writing a character for fun is much different than finding a real (scary) my-character-talks-to-me muse. When I can relate to a character to such a level that it scares me, I always feel like muse is too light a term for it. I'm one of the more frightening people with split personality issues, when a 'muse' is strong enough. I call them muses to fit in, because I'm not about to tell some people I RP with, "Hey, I have voices in my head. And your term 'muse' insults the inner bond I have with this character."
If I can relate -fully- to a particular character, than that's more like "I just use my own instincts and that's what s/he would do." Forget muses.
But I still have chars that I just play for fun or because I like them, not because I feel like I can relate to them. And for those chars, I'd say my 'muse' is more accurately described as the inspiration to write as that character. Not a character-mascot in my head telling me how they would act.
Some, I just take more seriously than others. And the relationships formed with those characters become just like any real friends I have.
If that made ANY sense whatsoever... Now that I've creeped anyone that read this out, completely.