[ SECRET POST #1680 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1680 ⌋


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[(Anonymous)]

I know I'm in love with her but its hard not to put her on a pedastel. Everyone has flaws & I see hers & I know where we're not comptable. There are definitely things that are off putting ot me, or would be difficult to overcome (& I'm sure are part of why she's not attracted to me), but even so its like nothing is a huge deal breaker. I'd move there or wherever for her, [or at least try] or whatever incompatable thing. I guess its like... we havent even dated, so I don't know how incompatable we are. Maybe if we dated I'd realize we have no chemistry & thisll never work & it'd help me get over her, but since we never got there, part of me still thinks it could work. I try to focus on the fact that she won't give me a chance to prove myself, but I also understand why, so it doesn't work. I try to focus on our differences, & how this or whatever little thing she does annoys me or bugs me or whatever, & sometimes that works short term. Sometimes I go ''yeah, that'd bug me too much to date her'' & then she goes & does something & I forget about that & decide I could work through it. & I think I could work through almost anything for her. I don't expect love to be a picnic or easy, so focusing on our flaws & differences doesnt really help. Sometimes it does, short term, but at the end of the day, I'm just reminded of how perfect [to me] she is, even when she's doing things that otherwise annoy me.

I really am not blind to other potential people out there. She & I live far away & I'm trying really hard to get over her, so I'm actively going out & dateing & meet people & stuff. I can't help but measure them up to her, tho, but I do still get excited when I meet or flirt with someone, so I do think there's a chance that meeting someone else [local] could help me get over her. It just hasn't happened yet, & part of me doesn't think it'd be fair to me or a potential other partner cause my heart is so set on her right now.

As for it being her loss & not mine, I do try to tell myself that, too, but it's hard. She's far from perfect & has a lot of flaws too, but ... I know it sounds bad, but she deserves someone better than me. I deserve someone pretty amazing too, but she deserves someone better than me & I know that and accept it, even tho it hurts a lot to admit. But is also part of the reason why I love her so much... because she makes me want to be the person she deserves too, cause even if it means I don't get her, maybe it means I could feel worthy of someone else like her, someday...