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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2011-08-20 04:00 pm

[ SECRET POST #1691 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1691 ⌋


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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 13 pages, 314 secrets from Secret Submission Post #242.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 2 3 - broken links ], [ 1 2 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 - too big ], [ 1 - repeats ]
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments and concerns should go here.

same poster as the commenter above

(Anonymous) 2011-08-21 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I guess I wasn't molested if all the guy did was finger me... So my first time was with the other guy that was five years older than me, and THAT was consensual.

I'm just tired of people having all these goddamn expectations about virginity. I used mine so I wouldn't be sad and anxious and fucked up in bed with people I cared about. I *tried* waiting, I *tried* therapy. I did YEARS of both, and it just resulted in therapists saying "Well, you'll get through it when you're ready," and boys who really, really fucking cared about me getting frustrated because I'd just feel sick whenever they tried to do anything more than make out with me. I'd give them blow jobs and stuff, but I just never felt comfortable with anyone touching *me.*

So... I don't know. ughh. I keep hoping I'll feel better about this as time goes on, but I really don't.