fandomsecrets | [ SECRET POST #1718 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1718 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[FF7]

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[Home Improvement]

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[Thor]

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[The Borrower Arrietty]

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[Eerie Indiana]

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[SPN]

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[The Secret Garden]

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[Alex Rider]

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[Muppets]

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[Air Bud]

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[Beauty and the Beast TV series]

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[poupeegirl]

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[Cybersix, Ouran High School Host Club, Cowboy Bebop, Mulan, Alanna, Monstrous Regiment, Pitch Black, Leviathan, Hourou Musuko]

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[America's Next Top Model - Cycle 11]

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[high school of the dead]

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[Rescue Special Ops]

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[Friends with Benefits]

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[Merlin]

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[Absolutely Fabulous]

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49. [TRIGGER WARNING for depression, suicide]

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50. [TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders]

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51. [TRIGGER WARNING for violence, bullying]

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Dude, I doubt your fandom had as big of a contribution as you think. I posted an ED secret a while back and people were of course like "lololol just eat healthy and work for it derrrrpppp." Uhm, no. If you've spend your entire life living with obese people that substitute food for love, you don't know how to do that. It's family problems that cause it, or trauma- and all those psychiatrists and therapists are in denial (or saying it's not the parent's fault to get parents to actually care....).

Anyway, sorry there's something sucky in your life, but don't blame your fandom. That's just whiny attention getting because sadly you're not getting it from anywhere else. You need to grow up and get help and understand healthy eating away from your family, straighten out your life and fix it.
.... (Totally anon because I don't believe it can be done and I've "recovered" three times, but living with my parents causes a slip back into a higher weight and then down to 80 lbs every single time because I just can't keep track of how much they're eating- and then I feel like a failure for other reasons, and it's the only thing that keeps me sane.) ..... again, no one cares about what I'm saying either....

Probably you were a victim of child abuse/emotional abuse/neglect/ sexual abuse or something major in life. And no one fixed it when you were a kid. Because you were brave. Or thought it was normal for mommy to hit you for getting a C. Or something. And now you're a tortured adult, and where people would've taken care of you if they'd realized you'd needed help as a kid, they nw don't fucking care. :) And never will. Because no one gets that some anorexics aren't pro-ana nuts. That some of us starve ourselves because we don't believe we should be allowed to eat. The ones that sniff dog food longingly. The ones that throw up and then willingly dig food out the other end as well. The ones that are truly fucked up. ... And no one wants to be around us either.

So yeah, your secret? Cute. But fandom didn't cause it. You'll either recover and never actually have had a major issue/been a pro ana wannarexic (they're actually sick too though... they need some kind of help to want that. almost as sick as the rest of us... really.) Orrrrrr you'll be past your teenage years and still miserable and no one will like you and you really will be alone. Because you and your fucked up life caused it.

.......... /rant.

op again. the funny thing is I was never even fat, a bit chubby before school but that's it. i said 'fandom made me' because of the way they all GLORIFY skinny. srsly, not a ONE healthy role model? that's kinda disturbing. it was never about cosplay (though i'd love to, but i resemble pretty much no one) or bad eating (i know how to eat healthy, i just don't eat). all ED communities say i'm not ED enough to belong, what the actual fuck, i'm 5'11 and less then 110 lbs, when will i'll be sick enough to get some fucking support?!
but in a way my life was so boring, ed gave it some kind of twisted sense. kudos, guys

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