[ SECRET POST #1718 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1718 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[FF7]


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[Home Improvement]


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[Thor]


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[The Borrower Arrietty]


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[Eerie Indiana]


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[SPN]


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[The Secret Garden]


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[Alex Rider]


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[Muppets]


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[Air Bud]


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[Beauty and the Beast TV series]


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[poupeegirl]


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[Cybersix, Ouran High School Host Club, Cowboy Bebop, Mulan, Alanna, Monstrous Regiment, Pitch Black, Leviathan, Hourou Musuko]


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[America's Next Top Model - Cycle 11]


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[high school of the dead]


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[Rescue Special Ops]


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[Friends with Benefits]


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[Merlin]


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[Absolutely Fabulous]


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45. [SPOILERS for Breaking Bad]



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49. [TRIGGER WARNING for depression, suicide]

[Up]


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50. [TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders]



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51. [TRIGGER WARNING for violence, bullying]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #245.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[fscom.livejournal.com]

50.
http://s58.radikal.ru/i162/1109/20/451dd04b5212.jpg

[mjnuts.livejournal.com]

Was that really a fashion show? O.O

[cindyanne1.livejournal.com]

MTE D:

[(Anonymous)]

the photo is slightly altered but yeah

ignore it

[(Anonymous)]

How about we all, as a community, ignore this?

[samsom.livejournal.com]

OMG IS THAT A REAL PIC? UNPHOTOSHOPPED????

[dinerstate.livejournal.com]

oh god please tell me this is shopped

[relmneiko.livejournal.com]

There's no way this isn't a shoop, she looks like she's dying Christ

[helenadax.livejournal.com]

That picture is fake, isn't it?

And oh, well, sorry about your eating disorder but I don't think fandom has nothing to do with that. It's like saying "the world has given me an EA". No. Maybe it's some people's fault but some people isn't "the fandom".

[(Anonymous)]

The CW says you're welcome.

[captvisionloss.livejournal.com]

If you ever want to talk, please don't hesitate to send me a message.

[kallanda-lee.livejournal.com]

The sad thing is, that that might actually be a real girl. And even if it isn't, I've seen girls that thin.

[eiremauve.livejournal.com]

Please, please, please tell me that isn't true. She looks like a concentration camp victim. O_O

[juandalyn.livejournal.com]

Ugh, that picture is horrible, I agree.
Though: Can you judge a whole fandom for your illness?

I kind of can reconstruct (if not understand) how something like this happens ("fat people are not allowed to cosplay" -> what is "fat"?, dangerously thin characters...), but the first person who made you ill is you.

[baka-deshi.livejournal.com]

No, you're not thankful for this. I know because I've been there - and the only way you can consistently starve yourself is by hating yourself and your life every minute of every hour of every day.

[elica.livejournal.com]

Wasn't the OP ironic though ?

[(Anonymous)]

op here
yeah i really should crear this up
i was prone to ED for all my life but skinny bitches in my fandom and in the TV show itself finally gave me confidence and will to actually stop eating. i hate myself even more but at least i'm not fat anymore
so that's a plus?

hehe

[(Anonymous)]

No, you developed an eating disorder because you have a major problem with your self-esteem and you need help. Get it before you destroy yourself.

[(Anonymous)]

I wish people would stop making secrets about how they are blaming (or...thanking them in your case) a celebrity/group for MAKING them having an eating disorder. Sure, they influenced you possibly. But they definitely did not force you into it. In this case, you are the reason why you have an eating disorder, not your fandom.

[captvisionloss.livejournal.com]

That "thanks" was probably sarcastic, JSYK. But I do agree with you (and the others who have said similar things.); fandom may have influenced you, but you were the one who ultimately made the choice.

I want you to know that I'm definitely not judging you, anon.

[(Anonymous)]

I'm sorry to hear that.

but the phrase "Made me" was... a poor choicce.

[la-petite-singe.livejournal.com]

Dude. No. Fandom can't make you do that, but more importantly...don't. Please don't. I know pro-ana is a thing, but I just...can't not object to it. It's not healthy and it's not fair to yourself. Please get help.

[cinnamonlace.livejournal.com]

I know that fandoms/TV/anime has made me uncomfortable about my chest size, but geez.

Even if you were fat, surely you could have done something differently? Like Weightwatchers, or the equivalent of that wherever you live?

No-one deserves to look like a skeleton, and people don't need to stop eating to be beautiful.

[(Anonymous)]

Dude, I doubt your fandom had as big of a contribution as you think. I posted an ED secret a while back and people were of course like "lololol just eat healthy and work for it derrrrpppp." Uhm, no. If you've spend your entire life living with obese people that substitute food for love, you don't know how to do that. It's family problems that cause it, or trauma- and all those psychiatrists and therapists are in denial (or saying it's not the parent's fault to get parents to actually care....).

Anyway, sorry there's something sucky in your life, but don't blame your fandom. That's just whiny attention getting because sadly you're not getting it from anywhere else. You need to grow up and get help and understand healthy eating away from your family, straighten out your life and fix it.
.... (Totally anon because I don't believe it can be done and I've "recovered" three times, but living with my parents causes a slip back into a higher weight and then down to 80 lbs every single time because I just can't keep track of how much they're eating- and then I feel like a failure for other reasons, and it's the only thing that keeps me sane.) ..... again, no one cares about what I'm saying either....

Probably you were a victim of child abuse/emotional abuse/neglect/ sexual abuse or something major in life. And no one fixed it when you were a kid. Because you were brave. Or thought it was normal for mommy to hit you for getting a C. Or something. And now you're a tortured adult, and where people would've taken care of you if they'd realized you'd needed help as a kid, they nw don't fucking care. :) And never will. Because no one gets that some anorexics aren't pro-ana nuts. That some of us starve ourselves because we don't believe we should be allowed to eat. The ones that sniff dog food longingly. The ones that throw up and then willingly dig food out the other end as well. The ones that are truly fucked up. ... And no one wants to be around us either.

So yeah, your secret? Cute. But fandom didn't cause it. You'll either recover and never actually have had a major issue/been a pro ana wannarexic (they're actually sick too though... they need some kind of help to want that. almost as sick as the rest of us... really.) Orrrrrr you'll be past your teenage years and still miserable and no one will like you and you really will be alone. Because you and your fucked up life caused it.

.......... /rant.

[(Anonymous)]

I seriously want to know where this pic is from, too. Girlfriend looks like she's been through some sort of post-apocalyptic famine. O.O