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fandomsecrets2011-12-06 07:58 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2011-12-06 07:58 pm
[ SECRET POST #1799 ]
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(Anonymous) 2011-12-07 04:37 am (UTC)(link)I went to college and got way more secure and mentally sound, and turned my life around. For a really long time I was healthy and didn't even understand what drove me to collect - it all seemed so stupid. Experiences are always worth way more than stuff.
This past year I've been unemployed and depressed and had a relapse. Super bummer. You never really get rid of it, kinda like alcoholism.
It's really hard, I have to work a lot on reasoning with myself because the urge to give in and feel the pleasure of owning is so intense, especially since I feel so crappy right now it makes me want to seek comfort behaviors. It's torture knowing that I could give myself a little thrill to brighten my day by buying something. I'm looking into free and low-cost mental health help right now, because I refuse to spiral out of control and be controlled by my addiction. I simply can't afford to buy stuff to make myself feel better.