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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-01-10 07:26 pm

[ SECRET POST #1834 ]

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[identity profile] valenciapilgrim.livejournal.com 2012-01-11 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
I feel like this sometimes, like a "disappointment". And like you, I'm mostly happy, but my big problem is that I feel like other people (and not just the dumb ones, but my family and friends I care about) don't understand my life, or think I could have been more successful, or something. Not that they're judging me, exactly, but that they don't understand (and are maybe judging me a little). Mostly I just try not to worry about it, and make improvements in my life where I can (like you), but it's not always easy.

Anyway, glad you've got a fandom to make you happy. Always helps get me through the day!

(Anonymous) 2012-01-11 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel the same way. I've always been fairly intelligent and school and university was a breeze for me, but I've never been an overly motivated person and my grades were often average-at-best because I couldn't be bothered doing the required work to get better grades. Now I have an OK job and am reasonably happy with it, but I'll sometimes get the feeling that I've let my family down by not doing better in school when I know I could have, or not trying harder to get a better job. I often get the feeling that they wish I had a better job, or that I had better grades in school, or that I lived in a better house, etc.

It's...depressing, to say the least. :-(