fandomsecrets | [ SECRET POST #1844 ]

⌈ Secret Post #1844 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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02. [broken]

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[Venture Bros]

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[Benedict Cumberbatch]

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[Dungeons of Dredmor]

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[One Direction]

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[ASoIaF]

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[That Guy With The Glasses]

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[The Black Jewels Series]

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[Les Miserables]

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[Doug Walker/That Guy With The Glasses]

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[Tripping Over You]

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[Supernatural]

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[Todd Klein]

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[Bakuman]

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[Dragon Age 2]

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[VVVVVV]

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[Sherlock Holmes]

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[House M.D]

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[Charmed]

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[Farscape]

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[Miss A and Wonder Girls]

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[Pepsi Man]

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[the hunger games / lady gaga]

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[Friends]

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[Star Trek: TNG]

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[Anno 1790]

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[Happy Endings]

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[Doctor Who]

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[The Muppets 2011]

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[Hetalia]

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[Dune]

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[Bravestarr]

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[Dreamstone]

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39. [SPOILERS for Pottermore]

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40. [SPOILERS for something not specified]

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41. [SPOILERS for Berserk]

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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]

42. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest, shota]

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43. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]

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44. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]

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45. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]

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46. [TRIGGER WARNING for suicide]

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47. [TRIGGER WARNING for dub-con, domestic abuse, BDSM]

[House]

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I've been depressed for 18 years, through out the years tvs show have kept me going long enough to get over the very worse for a little while.

But honestly, I think it is sad that thats what has kept me going, it's the only real enjoyment I get out of life and honestly don't see it getting better.

I've been to numerous psychiatrist and they've never really helped so have pretty much accepted that this is my life, to never feel connected to anything outside of television, to live or rather merely exist until I die.

As long as my mums alive I'm not going to do anything but as soon as she dies tv will probably be the only thing keeping me going, assuming there is anything when that happens, but as long as there is there is that little bit of hope, a case of not so much taking it day by day, but season by season, and who knows, there is a small part of me that hopes, that is not so arrogant to believe that I know everything, that maybe something might happen to change the way I feel, if I just hang on to see xxx season premiere, maybe come that time I might find something worth living for, I might find some joy.

I'm not feeling anywhere near eloquent enough at the moment to pour out my whole story, but I wanted to reach out to you. I want you to know that there's hope. I'm battling really terrible depression that made me hate myself and makes me think sometimes that there's no reason for my existence or for anything at all. You know what helps me a lot? Doctor Who. I wanted to say something because I saw your icon and I was hoping that maybe it'd help you as much as it helped me.

Look at that ridiculous grin on Ten's face. Think about how amazing it'd be to travel through all of space and time. Something about that saved me. (And when you just need a good cry... watch Vincent and the Doctor, or the episode where your favorite Doctor regenerates. That helps sometimes, too.)

I hope you will be okay. <3

*hugs* I wish you all the joy in the world, an I hope that you do find that thing.

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