[ SECRET POST #1844 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #1844 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.


__________________________________________________



02. [broken]


__________________________________________________



03.
[Venture Bros]


__________________________________________________



04.
[Benedict Cumberbatch]


__________________________________________________



05.
[Dungeons of Dredmor]


__________________________________________________



06.
[One Direction]


__________________________________________________



07.
[ASoIaF]


__________________________________________________



08.
[That Guy With The Glasses]


__________________________________________________



09.
[The Black Jewels Series]


__________________________________________________



10.
[Les Miserables]


__________________________________________________



11.
[Doug Walker/That Guy With The Glasses]


__________________________________________________



12.


__________________________________________________



13.
[Tripping Over You]


__________________________________________________



14.
[Supernatural]


__________________________________________________



15.
[Todd Klein]


__________________________________________________



16.
[Bakuman]


__________________________________________________



17.
[Dragon Age 2]


__________________________________________________



18.
[VVVVVV]


__________________________________________________



19.
[Sherlock Holmes]


__________________________________________________



20.
[House M.D]


__________________________________________________



21.
[Charmed]


__________________________________________________



22.
[Farscape]


__________________________________________________



23.


__________________________________________________



24.
[Miss A and Wonder Girls]


__________________________________________________



25.
[Pepsi Man]


__________________________________________________



26.
[the hunger games / lady gaga]


__________________________________________________



27.
[Friends]


__________________________________________________



28.
[Star Trek: TNG]


__________________________________________________



29.


__________________________________________________



30.
[Anno 1790]


__________________________________________________



31.
[Happy Endings]


__________________________________________________



32.


__________________________________________________



33.
[Doctor Who]


__________________________________________________



34.
[The Muppets 2011]


__________________________________________________



35.
[Hetalia]


__________________________________________________



36.
[Dune]


__________________________________________________



37.
[Bravestarr]


__________________________________________________



38.
[Dreamstone]


__________________________________________________













[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]










39. [SPOILERS for Pottermore]



__________________________________________________



40. [SPOILERS for something not specified]



__________________________________________________



41. [SPOILERS for Berserk]



__________________________________________________














[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]











42. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest, shota]



__________________________________________________



43. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



__________________________________________________



44. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



__________________________________________________



45. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



__________________________________________________



46. [TRIGGER WARNING for suicide]



__________________________________________________



47. [TRIGGER WARNING for dub-con, domestic abuse, BDSM]

[House]


__________________________________________________












Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #263.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 2 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I want to call troll on this one, but I have seen people who are stupid enough to talk about depression like it's some logical, understandable thing and you can just logic and decide yourself out of it, so. Heck, I like that myself until I found things out the hard way.

As somebody who's been in that hole twice, there is absolutely nothing logical about depression. Nobody who knows what it's truly like ever wants to be in that position. Even if your life is otherwise going well, you feel so hopeless and apathetic that some days just moving around is a massive accomplishment, and you lose interest in everything, even things you know you used to love, and should love right now. Something holding your interest and motivating you to continue to watch/read/play/listen to it can be nothing short of a miracle. Anything that's even a tiny glimmer of hope, you cling to like your life depends on it, because some days, your life does depend on it. It's not about fandom being better than living, it's a sign that there might be a way back to regaining control of your life, and you're going to cling to it because it's hope when you've given up on ever having hope again.

So to answer your question of "was it even worth it," yes. It was completely worth it. Because that little glimmer of hope showed me that there might just be a way out of that hole I was trapped in. And there was. When I look back it does feel a little silly, thinking that a video game saved me, but you know what? It was the nudge I needed to try to get my life back on track. And I wouldn't trade that for anything.