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fandomsecrets2012-03-09 06:59 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-03-09 06:59 pm
[ SECRET POST #1893 ]
⌈ Secret Post #1893 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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07. http://i.imgur.com/GsSQ2.jpg
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[Heroes]
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[The Vampire Diaries]
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[Waqt]
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[West Wing]
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[Cabin Pressure, Father Ted]
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[Revolutionary Girl Utena]
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[Star Trek: The Next Generation]
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[Parks and Recreation]
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[My Little Sister Can't Be This Cute & High School of the Dead]
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[1776]
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[One Piece]
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[Naruto]
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[Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel]
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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
34. [SPOILERS for Shadow Hearts: Covenant]
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35. [SPOILERS for Twisted Metal (2012)]
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36. [SPOILERS for Star Trek 2]
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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
37. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]
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38. [TRIGGER WARNING for child abuse]
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39. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest]
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40. [TRIGGER WARNING for child abuse]
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #270.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - unreadable ], [ 1 - take it to comments, there are plenty of threads ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
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(Anonymous) 2012-03-10 03:10 am (UTC)(link)What if it's just that - obsession. And if it's that, you may not truly want it. I'm not saying it's not what you want, but it could be something like psychological illness.
I'm about the same age as you and I've had same kind of thoughts since I was 10. I wanted to kill myself the most when I was 11 and 12; it comes and goes in waves. I'm not even depressed (or, as you said, feel like I'm depressed) but it feels so logical.
But then I remember there's still stuff I wanna do and find out about before I kill myself. I think I will eventually commit suicide, and I won't be depressed about it, but it's gonna be at least a good ten years before I do it. Until it happens, I might as well relax and take it easy.
So that's why I'm a bit confused about your situation. I don't feel guilty for being alive, yet you say you are. Why?