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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-03-09 06:59 pm

[ SECRET POST #1893 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1893 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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07. http://i.imgur.com/GsSQ2.jpg
[linked because porny]


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[Heroes]


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[The Vampire Diaries]


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[Waqt]


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[West Wing]


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[Cabin Pressure, Father Ted]


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[Revolutionary Girl Utena]


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[Star Trek: The Next Generation]


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[Parks and Recreation]


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[My Little Sister Can't Be This Cute & High School of the Dead]


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[1776]


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[One Piece]


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[Naruto]


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[Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel]


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34. [SPOILERS for Shadow Hearts: Covenant]



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35. [SPOILERS for Twisted Metal (2012)]



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36. [SPOILERS for Star Trek 2]



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37. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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38. [TRIGGER WARNING for child abuse]



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39. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest]



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40. [TRIGGER WARNING for child abuse]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #270.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 1 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 2 3 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - unreadable ], [ 1 - take it to comments, there are plenty of threads ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

(Anonymous) 2012-03-10 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm the same way. I think the first time I thought about killing myself was in third grade? I don't know. But it was always on my mind and always an option. Or something I thought I should be doing. Or just the logical end to my story. When I was around 22 I realized I was a live a lot longer than I ever planned to be, and that I better sit down and figure out what I'm doing and make a decision. I couldn't just float through life planning to kill myself and acting as though I wouldn't be around next year. So I sat down and really thought about dying. I got out my pill collection (I had decided on the method years earlier and had a collection all ready) and thought long and hard about what I was choosing to do.

End of story, obviously, I didn't kill myself. I stopped and now I consciously make a decision to live. I still think about death a lot, think about suicide and sometimes really wish I had decided the other way. But I didn't, and I'm sticking to my choice and trying to make my life worth something. And whenever I think about killing myself or death I just stop the thought and remind myself "that's not an option any longer" and try and go on. Most of the time I honestly think it's the right decision, but it's not easy.