[ SECRET POST #1914 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #1914 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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12. [SPOILERS for ASOIAF/Game of Thrones]



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18. [TRIGGER WARNING for abuse]

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21. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest]



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Comments

[(Anonymous)]

A couple years after I was routinely molested and raped by the son of a family friend I discovered fan fiction at the age of 9.

I started reading fiction about my favorite anime at the time, Tenchi Muyo. It progressed to where I discovered "lemon" or pornographic fanfic and I was drawn to the ones about Sasami and Tenchi, another young girl my age and Tenchi an older teenager.

It was a sexual reawakening for me and helped me coped with my trauma and abuse. It wasn't until years later that I realized that I was projecting myself and my abuser onto Sasami and Tenchi, but where my abuser was brutal and cold, instead Tenchi was warm, kind, and loving. I think it really helped me to understand that sex can be pleasurable and consensual and gave me hope that I wasn't damaged or sick. If sweet little Sasami liked having sex, than maybe I wasn't as disgusting as I thought I was.

I understand you OP, and you're not sick or disgusting. You're just coping and growing past your trauma.

You are beautiful and deserve to be happy.

Also recommending the therapy everyone else has, I've also seen a therapist for my PTSD and it's done wonders for me.

Hope some of this helped <3