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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-03-30 06:36 pm

[ SECRET POST #1914 ]


⌈ Secret Post #1914 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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12. [SPOILERS for ASOIAF/Game of Thrones]



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15. [SPOILERS for 9 Hours, 9 Persons, 9 Doors]



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18. [TRIGGER WARNING for abuse]

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19. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape]



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20. [TRIGGER WARNING for rape, child abuse, and shotacon]



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21. [TRIGGER WARNING for incest]



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22. [TRIGGER WARNING for suicide]



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(Anonymous) 2012-03-31 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
I can relate to part of what you're going through OP. I was sexually abused by my older brother. I don't know if I can call it rape. Because, looking back on it, I was "groomed" for it. He disgusts me, and I got away from it as soon as I could. But, to this day, I've never told anyone what he did to me. Now, I'm a 27 year old guy, who's never been in a relationship of any kind, and, well, to tell the truth, I can't "get it up." I can't relate to the entirety of your secret, because I just can't find anyone, regardless of gender or age, attractive. I know that's probably directly related to my brother molesting me, but I'll live with it. This is embarrassing, but it's the truth. My point, even though I've just embarrassed the hell out of myself, anon or no, is that you shouldn't be disgusted with yourself. You need to know that what was done to you was not your fault. And what you're going through now is part of the damage that's been done. Damage that you should try and get help fixing. All I can say, is the same as most everyone else has said. Seek help OP.

(Anonymous) 2012-03-31 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. :( I wish you nothing but the best.