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fandomsecrets2012-06-22 06:42 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-06-22 06:42 pm
[ SECRET POST #1998 ]
⌈ Secret Post #1998 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Peter Gabriel]
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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
10. [SPOILERS for the Hunger Games]
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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
11. [WARNING for abuse]
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[Hetalia]
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13. [WARNING for abuse]
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14. [WARNING for gore, animal abuse]
http://i.imgur.com/SjfD3.jpg
[images of actual dead animals and stuff.]
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15. [WARNING for rape]
[Video Games Awesome Live]
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[Avatar: the Last Airbender]
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[American Horror Story]
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18. [WARNING for dub-con, grooming, brainwashing]
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19. [WARNING FOR general discussion of triggery topics (there's bound to be triggering material in the comments)]
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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #285.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 1 (warning for rape) - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 2 - posted twice ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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(Anonymous) 2012-06-23 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)I'm normally extremely anxious when I'm in a depressed period, as well as disgusted by myself. I feel inadequate, think no one could ever love me, and I'm paranoid like woah (I'm these things on average, but it's to a ridiculous degree when I'm depressed. It's like being a teenager your whole life). I cry a lot. I was actually first diagnosed with depression because I broke down and cried for an hour in a counselor's office. I've never been suicidal, though.
When I'm manic, I'm happy, bubbly, and affectionate. I talk quickly and have a lot of energy. It freaks my family out, but most other people don't have much of a problem with the euphoria. Sometimes I'm just irritable. I make horrible decisions, I'm a reckless driver (I've been in six car accidents and only two couldn't be directly linked to a manic episode), and I shoplift. I feel invincible. It's not a noticeable problem to me, since the euphoria feels good, and I'm not aware of how inadvertently self-destructive it can make me.
These things are in the past, though, since I've gotten on steady medication. Now I'll have about one cycle a year, though my parents have the erroneous belief that any time I'm the least bit irritable or happy, I'm manic. Which fucking sucks.
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(Anonymous) 2012-06-26 04:11 am (UTC)(link)