[ SECRET POST #2007 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #2007 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.


__________________________________________________



02.


__________________________________________________



03.


__________________________________________________



04.


__________________________________________________



05.


__________________________________________________



06.


__________________________________________________



07.


__________________________________________________



08.


__________________________________________________



09.


__________________________________________________



10.


__________________________________________________



11.


__________________________________________________



12.


__________________________________________________



13.


__________________________________________________



14.


__________________________________________________



15.


__________________________________________________



16.


__________________________________________________



17.


__________________________________________________



18.


__________________________________________________



19.


__________________________________________________



20.


__________________________________________________








Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 06 pages, 111 secrets from Secret Submission Post #287.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 1 - repeat ], [ 1 - text secret ], [ 1 - empty image ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

welp

[(Anonymous)]

I'm the "welp" anon from yesterday, and I just wanted to tell everyone here that your concern and advice really did help. I got through the night fine. I still miss my friend, and I can't stop replaying those words in my head and it hurts, hearing that girl who was always so sweet and wonderful saying something so cruel to me. It hurts so much, and to be honest, I still kind of want to die. My mood is slipping all over the place, and I'm scared. but ughh the main point of this comment was to say thanks for all the kindness and concern

Re: welp

[(Anonymous)]

*hugs*

Re: welp

[thene]

Congrats on getting through it - seriously, the one-day-at-a-time thing is gruelling but one finds daylight again at the end and it really sounds like you're going to fight your way there. I hope that the words-replaying goes away; it would be great if you could use something else to forcibly distract yourself with (loud music or something else fandomy?) but I know it's rarely that easy; like any breakup, a friend breakup takes time more than anything. *hug if you want one*

Re: welp

[vicfrankenstein]

*offers hugs*

I didn't see your post yesterday, so I went back to read it. I really hope you find someone to reach out to IRL, but I figured I'd tell you my coping mechanisms.

I've had problems with thinking awful shit every night since I was really little. My first way to stopping it was to create my own little self-insert fanfics and stories in my head. Also other times I was bored, which was nice and kept me from slipping into bad thoughts.

Sometime in college this wasn't working anymore, so I've since switched to watching TV/netflix/youtube until I fall asleep. This one is harder because if the show is too engaging or plotty, it can be hard to fall asleep. Good Eats has been one of my favorites to watch because Alton Brown has a pretty soothing voice.

Good luck welp!Anon! <3

Re: welp

[demishock]

Glad to see you back, "welp" anon. :) Truly, I mean that. *hugs if you're a hug person*

It's really hard when someone you've known for a long time and always held on a pedestal turns out to be less than you believed them to be. I won't lie - it's probably gonna hurt for quite a while, but in a way, that's kind of a good thing. It means you're a caring person, and you're in touch with your feelings. That's a lot better than feeling detached from it, IMO. It doesn't feel good, but it says good things about you. And the fact that you're still here talking to us tells me that you're strong enough to rein in those darker thoughts of yours. Just keep talking to people. Here, IRL, hotlines... whatever you've gotta do.

And I'm going to echo everyone who's saying they fall asleep by doing impromptu fanfic sort of things in their heads to fall asleep. I do that, too, and it's a good distraction.

You're gonna be all right, anon. We're here for you. ♥