[ SECRET POST #2008 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2008 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 04 pages, 088 secrets from Secret Submission Post #287.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 2 - posted twice ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

Re: ayrt

[al28894]

Huh, I think that means you're more nicer than most of us. Just about everyone I knew at least has a thought about a certain person ending up dead or worse. I kinda wish what your life was like when you were young.

ayrt

[(Anonymous)]

My life was fucking awful when I was young. I was a miserable child that made sure everyone hated me as much as I hated myself. A lot of that had to do with a childhood disease and the medication I was on, which I outgrew and was medication free around 17. Since then I've changed a lot. I remember having regular fits and tantrums where I'd scream "I hope you all die!" a lot but I never really thought or believed it. What I was actually thinking was "I wish I would die", but I was a messed up kid that didn't know how to articulate the ridiculous amount of depression and mixed up feelings I was having.

...which is probably more than you wanted to know. lol

Re: ayrt

[al28894]

Nah, it's alright. Besides, my life isn't all happy smiles and blooming roses. Ever since primary school I've been bullied and teased by my classmates (being the smallest boy in class doesn't help either) and there have been times when I say when I'm alone "I wish you all would just DIE!"

Unfortunately, the same bullies are also the clowns of my class, making the other students and teachers laugh. As a result, I have a really weird and f-ed up personality complex when it comes to bullies. I'm now in college and I've been generally better phsychologically than in my teen years, but there are times (like this secret) when my past memprices would come back to my head.

Yeouch. Looks like I let off quite some steam here.

Re: ayrt

[(Anonymous)]

DA

Wow. You don't see at all why that's pretty creepy? Because no, that's not normal. The ayrt doesn't necessarily lead some fairy tale charmed life just because they don't wish death on other people.

Re: ayrt

[al28894]

Actually now that I think about it, it does say something about yourself. But for most part, I don't see it as creepy as there are many people around me (particularly the smaller ones) who at least has grunge on someone because they bullied them when they were smaller (or take matters into their own hands). I guess I've heard this so much in my life that I have become used to it, I suppose.

Oh, and I think I might say where I come from. I'm from Malaysia and over here, bullying is a VERY serious problem.. There have been cases where the bullied have to undergo hospital treatment, commit suicide or take matters into their own hands ( of retaliating with weapons or knives). Things have been better over the past few years but there's still the occasional case or two.