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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-07-02 06:36 pm

[ SECRET POST #2008 ]


⌈ Secret Post #2008 ⌋

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ayrt

(Anonymous) 2012-07-03 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
ikr?! It's a very recent thing to me too, even when it's just so obvious in hindsight.

I used to obsess over social gaffes for weeks, months, years after the fact. The stress even gave me premature gray hairs (which do recover their natural color if I spent enough time relaxed and avoiding stress, phew!) and made my hair fall out (it thankfully grows back quickly enough, so no balding or anything), and that's when I stopped myself and realized that something had to change or my health would only get worse.

And I do have my bad days with "oh god i screwed everything up i'll never succeed my friends will leave me what do i do i messed up for good this time oh no" irrational thoughts, but they're less frequent and last less because now I have more strength to tell those thoughts to shut up and disappear. And they do. And life seems less and less impossible every day. C:

Re: ayrt

[personal profile] anonymouslyyours 2012-07-03 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
There was nothing more freeing than when I suddenly realized I wasn't actually all that big a deal and nobody was sitting at home remembering that stupid thing I said five years ago.