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case) wrote in
fandomsecrets2012-07-06 05:53 pm
[ SECRET POST #2012 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2012 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Infinity Blade II, Chaos Ring]
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[Kushiel's Legacy, Avengers, Harry Potter, Star Trek]
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[America's next top Model]
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[Common Law]
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[MST3K ("Space Mutiny") and Final Fantasy VI]
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[the bachelorette]
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[Fire Emblem: Shadow Dragon]
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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
11. [SPOILERS for Deus Ex: Human Revolution]

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12. [SPOILERS for Legend of Korra]

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13. [SPOILERS for Legend of Korra]

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14. [SPOILERS for Pandora Hearts]

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15. [SPOILERS for Merlin]

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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
16. [WARNING for suicide]

[Park Yong Ha]
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17. [WARNING for abuse]

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18. [WARNING for abuse]

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19. [WARNING for rape]

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20. [WARNING for incest]

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21. [WARNING for incest possibly (OP's request)]

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Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #287.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 1 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Re: Welp
'my childhood never started and I totally wasted it' - related to the above, I find this sentiment somewhat familiar (I never had a chance to do the whole teenager thing, because my mother died when I was 11) and also somewhat alien because adulthood is an improvement on childhood/teenagerhood in every way. People are less shitty, you get a lot more choice about who to associate with and what to do with your life, including whether or not to seek medical care when you need it. So insofar as I've missed anything it wasn't really worth squat anyway? Enjoy college and enjoy being an adult, seriously; it isn't a waste if it makes you feel better.
fwiw, my parents had this deep shame about all things mental-health-related and were very opposed to anyone in the family ever getting any mental health care, and you seem to be saying that yours do too; noncoincidentally my parents also both had REALLY OBVIOUS PROBLEMS. It wasn't even kind of a money issue - this was in the UK - it was just about control and shame and all that other abusive bullshit. If you ever need to talk to someone out loud about all this you could try calling a domestic abuse hotline, or joining an abuse survivors comm.
Hang in there, welp. A lot of us have been right where you are now, in one respect or another, and we made it out in one piece. I hope you can find new friends in fandom or by trying new things IRL, so that this one lost friendship doesn't seem like an overwhelmingly big deal any more.