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fandomsecrets2012-07-22 03:13 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-07-22 03:13 pm
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⌈ Secret Post #2028 ⌋
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Alcoholism is a disease that some people are prone to. More so, if her heart stopped beating at such a young age, there might have been a genetic predisposition for that too.
The absolute majority of people who die of side effect of addiction don't WANT to die - they just do not have the strength or help they need to kick their habit.
Since you were so young, you'll never know. But, she might have loved you more than anything, but despite that couldn't handle her own issues.
And even IF she was handling motherhood badly, it's still not your fault, because a) there was clearly a pre-existing problem and b) she chose to have you and that was her call/responsibility - not yours.
Either way, OP, do not let the past stand in the way of you living. Part of her lives on in you - make the most of that life, for both your and her sake.
And no-one is inherently unlovable, OP. There is love for you out there.
*Internet Hugs*