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Case ([personal profile] case) wrote in [community profile] fandomsecrets2012-07-29 12:11 pm

[ Anon Meme ]

F!S Anon Meme (the Seventh, and now on DW!)


Secrets, rants, opinions, anything you want to say about your fandom or a fandom or fandom in general, do it here! Anonymously, of course. Get it all off your chest.

Some ground rules:
1. Going anon is encouraged but not absolutely required (for those who struggle with captchas and stuff).
2. No autoplaying/autolooping embeds, or embeds that cover/stretch the screen.
3. No dropping personal info or IRL contact info, etc.

That's about it, though!

I'll be linking some general/general-fandom threads I see so people don't repost new threads with the same stuff.

Unpopular Ships
Obligatory Masturbation Thread
Fandoms you wish existed
How old are you?
What series have you always meant to watch/read/play/etc. but have never?
Time and location
Female-centric works
How do you feel about Tumblr?
Pet thread
Guilty pleasure thread
Favorite old shows
First fandom?
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[personal profile] honk 2012-07-30 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
late to the party but last night i read a fic that was devastating to my soul, like i was feeling physical pain because it made me so sad

what's the saddest fic you've ever read, fs?

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
"Frockcoats and Friendships". It's a Grelliam fic.

I cry every time, man. every. last. time.

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Anything by "Auburn" in the SG fandom. They all have this overall feel of crushing depression creeping towards a small window of hope only to end before any happiness occurs. It's like a pot full of hurt with zero comfort. So well written but I eventually had to stop reading because they just depressed the fuck out of me every single time.

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe not the saddest thing I've ever read, but recently augustbird's "walk through ghosts" in the Sherlock fandom absolutely KILLED me. Ugh oh god unrequited love and my heart just ACHED DEAR LORD.

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
the fics that truly break/broke me were the ones when a character is going through sexual abuse and no one finds or helps them out (or if they find out, they can't do anything) and they never manage to break away from it by the end :( fuck that noise, because by the time you find out that it would be like that, you have read it all >:(

I also read a fic where a supernatural being fell in love with a boy and everything was fine and dandy until the being went crazy and systematically killed everyone the boy loved (family, friends, etc.), and made the boy immortal; then the whole world was killed too until the Earth died and both were very, very miserable and died hating each other when the planet went boom

this lovely twist was after a very long hiatus

>:(

no I'm not linking or telling the fandom fuck that fuck it forever

(Anonymous) 2012-07-31 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
first one - please link? it's probably not even one of my fandoms.

(Anonymous) 2012-07-31 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
it's underage, slash, coercion and explicit

are you sure? :(

the "dark fic" in the summary and the warning weren't there when I first read it, so it totally blindsided me

this fic is part of the reason why I now have no problem spoiling myself by scrolling down to the end or skimming ahead to see if something will go unexpectedly dark

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5341831/1/Awkward_Arangements

(Anonymous) 2012-07-31 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
sa

I'm only linking it because it sounds like this might be a kink of yours?

I hope it's at least enjoyable to you <:) and not traumatizing like it was like for me (the characters are arch-nemeses, so I thought that it would be like, them having a non-sexual battle of wills and fights and that explained the M rating silly me)

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
A Hetalia one, based off Pandemic 2.
No pairings iirc. Just gen angst and character death.
http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/632.html?thread=2255224#t2255224
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[personal profile] honk 2012-07-30 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
have you read october 24? that was the only other fic besides the one last night that really killed all the joy in my life

also for anyone curious this is what i read last night, it's a (short) portal fic and you probably won't enjoy it (and by that i mean want to kill yourself) unless you're familiar with the games

the author personally apologised for my grief tho lol

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 10:12 am (UTC)(link)
different anon

Oh God, October Twenty Fourth. That fic completely broke me. It's been over a year since I read it, and it still makes me tear up if I stop to think about it. That fic just drilled a gaping hole into my heart.
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[personal profile] honk 2012-07-30 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah same, i read it a hella long time ago but it hit kinda close to home in some elements so it really hurt lol

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 11:35 am (UTC)(link)
October 24th. I never cry at fics, and I'm usually not a fan of fics where characters die in a hospital, but damn did this fic make me tear up.
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[personal profile] honk 2012-07-30 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
i don't read many fics (portal ones notwithstanding, idk what my fixation on portal fic is) but even so the only one i've ever cried over was october 24. i was a mess for like two weeks it was ridic

(Anonymous) 2012-07-30 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
"primary colors" is, hands down, the saddest fic i've read. robotsquid did such an excellent job making me care about all the homestuck ancestors, but i'm too nervous to read the sequels/any of their other works just yet. what if they're all so excellent and heartbreaking, too???

if you're interested and haven't read/would like to read it: http://archiveofourown.org/works/279592.
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[personal profile] honk 2012-07-30 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
i dont know if my body is ready for this but ty
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[personal profile] asecretchord 2012-08-02 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
If You Are Prepared, by Cybele. I don't know anyone who has read that who hasn't been wrecked by it. The writing is uneven, but it's CRUSHING.
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[personal profile] elaminator 2012-08-02 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
http://kroki-refur.livejournal.com/157982.html?style=mine#cutid1

http://spn-summergen.livejournal.com/6265.html

These are probably not actually the saddest fics I've ever read, but they've stayed with me something fierce (especially the second one).

Also --> http://www.kekkai.org/synecdochic/sga/freedoms_just_another_word.html

So much that. It's beautiful and epic and just fantastic in every way, but every time I read it (and I've read it a lot) I weep so much.