[ SECRET POST #2047 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2047 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Penn & Teller]


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[Twilight]


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[Prometheus]


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[Rainbow; the Boondocks]


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12. [SPOILERS for walking dead]



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13. [SPOILERS for portal 2]



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14. [SPOILERS for ASOIAF/game of thrones]



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16. [WARNING for abuse]



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17. [WARNING for rape]



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Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #292.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 1 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ], [ 1 - ships it ], [ 1 - insulting the readers doesn't help ], [ 1 - come on, a LITTLE effort ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

Help me, fandomsecrets. I haven't self harmed in months but my depression is killing me and I'm desperate to. I can't afford marks but I can slam my head against the wall. I've even got a headache so the pain would be so fucking sweet. How the hell am I supposed to stop doing this? I'm desperate, please.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[lunabee34]

Is there anyone you trust you can go to now and talk to?

*hugs*

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

I'm in the uk so it's half past midnight.

My gf needs to work in the morning and it's not fair to wake her for me

Plus she'll blame herself, which isn't fair on her. And I don't have anyone else I can wake up this late.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

try here

https://www.imalive.org/

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

jesus thank you this is what I needed

I'm in the uk so I'm using 90210 as the zip code. This has already made me realise how insane I feel.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

kicked me off fucking ip tracers

maybe it's a sign

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

There are alternatives you can try if you're really desperate. Do you have access to ice, frozen peas, or anything frozen really? Try pressing it against your skin or squeezing it. If that doesn't work for you there's more suggestions here. http://www.siriusproject.org/alternatives.htm

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

Thanks but none of that works because I really need the punishment feeling of actual damage rather than just freeze burn

plus I have this thing about damaging my skull - I'm desperate to crack my head open like a nut because I've been mad since birth. It's weird but I need it to hurt my head and damage it.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

Press your temples with your index and middle finger jsut in the spot where uou can feel two depressions HARD. The pain will be great, numbing, will give you endorphins and perfectly harmless.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

Won't damage me? Fucking fantastic - cheers bro

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

shit actually that wasn't a good idea because now I'm hitting there

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

here read this

http://www.helpguide.org/mental/self_injury.htm

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[kallanda_lee]

Stop it.

No really. Banging your head is *dangerous* ad you could end up giving yourself concussion or worse.

Obviously the ideal is to stop self harm, but if you REALLY can't stop: there's biting(won't leave permanent marks), pulling skin around your nails, needles under your nails or other places) etc.

Again, stopping altogether is preferable, but you need to find another way to manage if you really can't stop - PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM YOUR HEAD.

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

My brain is so fucked up sometimes I feel I've got a tumor in there and I'm dumb as shit so it's not like I'll lose some IQ points - there are, like, 5 of them

Cutting doesn't have the same pounding, catharticness to it. It's not a punishment - it's saying "I need help". Banging your head is actually trying to damage your real self - the self in your brain

plus when you don't really give a shit if you live or die concussion isn't much of a deterrent, lol

Re: [SI Trigger] STOP ME

[(Anonymous)]

not OP

there's biting(won't leave permanent marks)

If you don't do it often. I've bitten my hands on a regular basis for the past 10+ years and my hands have been covered in scars and calluses since the first year or so. They look terrible so when people ask about them, I tell them that they are a result of burning myself and eczema. :(

OP

[(Anonymous)]

It's too much sorry folks I've just got to do this and then maybe I can sleep

thanks for trying though you did as much as you could

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Can you try to skip the SI part and go straight to bed? Or switch it with something else. An ice cube instead of something sharp?

:( Best of luck OP.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

Try here, now or in the future: http://www.samaritans.org/

I'm from a different country but over here we have a similar service and they really helped me. There might also be 24h crisis centers in your city which you can go to at any point. You should maybe research them in case this happens again and you need a safe place to go to.

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

D:

Re: OP

[(Anonymous)]

I really hope you're a troll. If not, then grow the fuck up. You mention your girlriend-yet you don't care about her enough to not hurt yourself. You come off as a selfish, whiny prick who wants attention. That's the only thing I can get out of you worrying all these people here, only to go "LOL NAW GONNA DO IT ANYWAY BB<3"

Again, grow the fuck up, OP.

Re: OP

[silverau]

:( I'm sorry we couldn't help. Hope you're okay. Can you try to check in tomorrow and tell us if you're all right?

Re: OP

[with-rainfall.livejournal.com]

Hey, OP: http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4p2ktZM7C1ru90g4o1_500.jpg

Also, yeah, do you want to end up paralysed? DON'T touch your head D:

<3

Re: OP

[with-rainfall.livejournal.com]

Hey, OP: http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4p2ktZM7C1ru90g4o1_500.jpg

Also, yeah, do you want to end up paralysed? DON'T touch your head D:

<3

[unicornherds]

I get that you're in pain and in a panic and looking for help, but the way you've phrased this and the way you later came in and said you were doing it anyway, it really bothered me. This could just be my own issues at hand, but it seems to me you're putting the pressure and responsibility of your actions on a group of strangers. That's not fair to us and it's not fair to you.

It's not fair because it is not our responsibility to stop you. You are responsible for your own body and your own actions. If you want to ask for help or ask for tips in dealing that's fine, but the way you phrased this made the outcome seem to be squarely on the shoulders of the F!S community, which is a really unfair burden to hand off.

I'm sorry you're dealing with this and I'm sorry you felt that the community didn't help you and I'm sorry that you ended up hurting yourself even after the community tried.

+1

[(Anonymous)]

I'm glad I wasn't the only one who felt this way. :/