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fandomsecrets2012-09-07 07:01 pm
case) wrote in fandomsecrets2012-09-07 07:01 pm
[ SECRET POST #2075 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2075 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[Twilight]
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[Christian Bale, Scott Disik]
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[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
10. [SPOILERS for Misfits]
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11. [SPOILERS for A Song of Ice and Fire]
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12. [SPOILERS for the Vampire Diaries]
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[ ----- TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]
13. [WARNING for rape]
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14. [WARNING for suicide]
[Truffaldino from Bergamo (1976)]
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15. [WARNING for pedophilia, rape]
[DC Comics]
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16. [WARNING for depression]
[Zac Little/AngryFilmsProduction (YouTube)]
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17. [WARNING for child abuse]
Notes:
Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #296.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 1 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.
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(Anonymous) 2012-09-08 12:01 am (UTC)(link)OP, I completely understand what you're going through 100%. I experienced something similar for over a year (though the trigger was different for me) and it became an endless spiral of anxiety and depression and panic. No matter what your trigger was (mine was kind of silly), don't be like me. Get help. Talk to someone. See a therapist. Do something to get your head out of that negative place, because it'll just get worse like it did for me.
But I will say that it did get better (eventually) and I eventually got over it, and it's mostly a task of forcing yourself not to think about huge, ridiculous questions about afterlife or existence and avoiding anything that could trigger it. (So basically never watch anymore of his videos or it'll just remind you).
I myself wish I'd talked to someone and gotten some kind of help for it, because even after three years it's kind of affected how I perceive the world and things similar.
Please be safe and please get it taken care of. )8 Existential crisis is no good for anyone.
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(Anonymous) 2012-09-08 02:12 am (UTC)(link)