[ SECRET POST #2082 ]

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⌈ Secret Post #2082 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

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[Fate/Zero]


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05. [SPOILERS for Journey Into Mystery/Everything Burns]



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06. [SPOILERS for Avengers]



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07. [SPOILERS for Sweeney Todd]



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09. [WARNING for depression/suicide]

[Wilby Wonderful (2004)]


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10. [WARNING for abuse]

[True Blood]


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11. [WARNING for rape]



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12. [WARNING for suicide/self-harm]

[Alex Gaskarth/All Time Low]


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13. [WARNING for abuse]



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14. [WARNING for abuse/bullying]



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Comments

[stainless]

I don't know. I endured a very specific kind of abuse as a kid -- I have a disability, and my physical therapist was horrible to us and belittled and physically tortured us all. But because I was a child, I had no way of knowing "This is how I help you; helping you is my job" was either a lie or... well, a monster's version of being good. How do you say "Don't touch me!" to someone who is supposedly helping you, such that you get time out of your classes at school to go and see her?

It took me years to be able to name that for what it was because there is no depiction of it out there that I can turn to and go "That! Right there!" Most kids don't have disabilities, and it's only now that I've grown up that adults who had their disabilities as kids are naming it and people are recognizing it.

Sometimes people do really hurtful shit, but it's invisible (or less visible) because it's not what people expect harmful behavior to look like. So I see what you're saying, OP, but some manipulation is corrosive precisely because it doesn't look That Bad (tm).

[biohazardgirl]

<3 I am so sorry that happened to you.

[stainless]

Thank you. That means a lot to me. <3

[oroburos69]

That sucks. I'm sad that it happened to you.

[stainless]

Thanks for the kind words. <3

[(Anonymous)]

"I have a disability, and my physical therapist was horrible to us and belittled and physically tortured us all."

Holy shit, that's just... fucked up. D: I went through a tiny bit of therapy (like, literally a couple of weeks' worth) as a kid, and when you're recovering from an injury or getting therapy for a disability as a child, you have the double (triple) whammy of having to recuperate physically and then bloody well abused on top of it and having to recover from *that* your whole life.

Not that I ever went through anything like that: my therapists were all lovely. But you know, I could have. And that's what scares me.

tl;dr *offers hugs and snack of your choice*

[stainless]

Thank you. All these kind comments are really making my weekend. <3 I appreciate it very much.

She said lots of mean things to me and the other people. Like she would tell me that I'd never be able to do anything, and tell me I was stupid because I couldn't do some of the things she was testing me on. WELL THE POINT OF THOSE TESTS WAS TO SEE HOW MUCH MOTOR CONTROL I HAD. All I was giving her was the answer to that question!!

I was told by therapists I had when I was older that some of the things she did that were painful (of course she told me that the pain was necessary to improve) likely did some damage to my body and the pain was a warning she should have heeded. (And given that she saw all of us in my area, not just me.) That makes me so angry.

I mean, it's years later, so I'm not as angry as I once was. But still, it just makes me see red, because it felt horrible and it didn't actually do anything good.