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fandomsecrets2012-09-28 06:46 pm
[ SECRET POST #2096 ]
⌈ Secret Post #2096 ⌋
Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.
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[True Blood; sort of porny, illustrated ... choking and spanking or something?]
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[Koi Kaze; Freefall]
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[Suits]
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[A Song of Ice and Fire]
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16. [WARNING for self-harm]

[bogglelovesyou@tumblr]
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17. [WARNING for attempted suicide and depression]

[The Walking Dead]
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18. [WARNING for suicide]

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OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:04 am (UTC)(link)For instance, I one wrote a longfic about my slash OTP, and then I tried to start another longfic, but I couldn't take it. I love those assholes. I truly do. But I needed a break. So I ended up writing a few het, slash, and femslash fics involving various pairings, and I felt...cleansed. It was like rehab. When I started the slashfic again, I felt much calmer.
The hilarious part is when people in my fandom are like, "Oh, it's you great you don't just stick to that one slash pairing like everyone does and that you write rare pairs and represent female characters." And it literally has NOTHING to do with that. I like those pairings fine, but it has more to do with the fact that I need a break from the pairing.
Is anyone else like this or am I just crazy?
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:07 am (UTC)(link)Obviously you're not alone, there are always other fans out there that will feel the same and you can see this in the authors that skip around experimenting with different pairings or fandoms or just enjoying all sorts.
I feel the same about jobs. It's a strange idea to me that others can stay in one job for years and years and years because I get bored after like one year no matter how spectacular the job may be.
Takes all kinds to make the world go 'round.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:14 am (UTC)(link)Okay, not really. I have to admit that I was being a bit hyperbolic. It's just that there are a lot of people like this in my fandom, and I don't know how they can stand it. I admire their dedication, though. XD
Obviously you're not alone, there are always other fans out there that will feel the same and you can see this in the authors that skip around experimenting with different pairings or fandoms or just enjoying all sorts.
I know I'm not alone in that respect, but I sometimes wonder if there are other people who love a pairing, and then just can't stand it anymore and then fall back in love with it again. I feel like I can't have a steady relationship with pairings.
Re: OTPs
Most of the people that write a ton of a pairing do so with shorter fics. If there are people out there writing about fifty long fics with the same main pairing in them then I would definitely seriously raise an eyebrow at them.
I could write a bunch of short fics about the same pairing, or one or two long ones, but not a ton in a row.
(Although I do have OTPs I'm not adverse to alternate pairings with the characters in them, if that makes sense. I imagine it's different for people that work themselves into thinking that only one pairing ever makes sense for these characters.)
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:17 am (UTC)(link)Oh, yeah, I see that a lot, and that kind of makes sense, but then I see the people who write literally 50 fics that are between 10k-100k words for the same pairing, and I just can't comprehend how they can handle having to work with the same characters being together over and over again without having a break.
Personally, after one longfic I need a break.
Re: OTPs
In that case, it might be a saturation thing? I'm guessing those pairings are at least fairly popular in those fandoms? In which case they might also feel like there's not much point writing anything else, since people read and like and comment on their fics with that pairing.
It might not even occur to them that they could write another pairing, or they might not want to if they're getting praise for the one they do write consistently.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:42 am (UTC)(link)Most of the time they write for a really popular het or slash pairing, and they kind of build up a reader-base so I guess they don't see the point? I think they just get so wrapped up in that pairing that they kind of end up not thinking about other pairing possibilities.
A lot of them are actually really good writers, so I get kind of sad that they don't ever write for other pairings. I one time got a BNF in my fandom to write a crack pairing for me, and it was totally awesome and glorious, but, afterward, she was like, "Yeah, I'm never doing that again."
Re: OTPs
I'm sure there are people who can write tons of long fic about the same pairing, and good for them, but I can't write long fic at all.
(I also almost always have other people I'll pair the characters in my OTPs up with, for whatever that's worth.)
Re: OTPs
Heh, glad I'm not the only one who likes to switch up character dynamics in fic sometimes.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:17 am (UTC)(link)Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:20 am (UTC)(link)Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 12:51 am (UTC)(link)So as long as I'm active in that particular fandom I'll only be interested in reading/writing/drawing about those specific characters. It's weird, and I branch out a bit sometimes to reading gen about other characters, but I'm just REALLY not interested in other pairings once I find my OTP for that canon. I've even tried forcing myself to multi-ship because it seems more fun, but I always end up feeling guilty, like I'm making my favorite pair cheat on each other. Ultimately its just not as satisfying for me to skip around. I like my *~OTPs~*.
That said, I do create for multiple fandoms at any one time. So if I'm burnt out on Fenders I'll spend a day in a different fandom to recharge, say.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 01:21 am (UTC)(link)Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 02:43 am (UTC)(link)http://tracy-loo-who.livejournal.com/89415.html
As for Snarry, have you tried the Snarry Reader? They have a pretty comprehensive list. And here's two that I have bookmarked.
http://asylums.insanejournal.com/snarry_games/191403.html
http://www.thebejeweledgreenbottle.com/2009%20Mixed%20Games/Fic%20Snitch/snitch-mia_ugly.html
There's also this rec list, which might have other parts to it for shorter fic?
http://eriador117.livejournal.com/106755.html
And of course painless-J
http://painless-j.net/blog/index.php
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)I do know all those rec collections, but thank you anyways! I'll just give them an extra look over to see if I've missed anything.
Snarry recs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 02:53 am (UTC)(link)The White Road by perverse_idyll (2009)
http://perverse-idyll.livejournal.com/12594.html
Anachronism by starcrossdkayla (2009)
http://asylums.insanejournal.com/snarry_games/252197.html
Cupid Stunt by shiv5468 (2011)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/106616.html
Unspeakable Torture by the_con_cept (2011)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/164046.html
Unconditional (or, Buttsex… For the Children!) by eeyore9990 (2011)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/178011.html
The Chronos Factor by starduchess (2011)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/126848.html
Lacrimosa in the Tesco Coffee Aisle by gingertart50 (2011)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/162365.html
Hints From Severus by cruisedirector and dementordelta (2012)
http://snape-potter.dreamwidth.org/226870.html
Harry and the Potter by suitesamba (2012)
http://archiveofourown.org/series/18832
Re: Snarry recs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 05:39 am (UTC)(link)I am looking for more recent fics since I have been away from fandom for a while. That or older overlooked fics to read. So these fit the bill! (I've only read the white road and it was brilliant.)
Thanks again!
Re: Snarry recs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)All the Snarry fests are over at snape_potter now. The masterlists from the fests is a good place to start looking for new fics.
http://snape-potter.livejournal.com/tag/*fest%20masterlist
http://snape-potter.livejournal.com/tag/*masterlist%20of%20masterlists
Re: Snarry recs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)I'll have to look those authors up! The only one that sounds familiar is starcrossedgirl... I think I read some of her Castiel/dean fics a few years ago. Funny how fandoms are so connected.
I haven't been checking out the snarry fests so I'll look over that as well :)
Re: Snarry recs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-30 12:55 am (UTC)(link)Another good place to start is the Snarry Reader (http://snarry-reader.dreamwidth.org/). I think it's better to start at the monthly updates - newest update first - and work your way back since the masterlists can get very intimidating.
Re: Snarry recs
(Anonymous) - 2012-09-30 07:28 (UTC) - ExpandRe: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 02:49 am (UTC)(link)I can't even write them now, the best I can do is allude to them in genfic.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 03:34 am (UTC)(link)If I want to explore the characters (let's call them Alex and Bob) outside of their relationship with each other, I tend to write genfic - I guess that's my version of a palate cleanser. But in terms of pairings, I'm only interested in the Alex/Bob dynamic, so why would I write anything else?
And I think I do manage to do different things with my Alex/Bob. I've had at least a few people comment that I'm particularly good at writing Alex in a lot of different ways but always keeping him plausible. If Alex is interpreted a little differently, how does that change his dynamic with Bob? That's the sort of thing that interests me. It probably helps that I'm quite fond of alternate canon fics, of the "change one little thing and see what happens" variety. So I'm not writing multiple longfic of exactly the same dynamic/characters - I get to explore variations that are diverse enough I don't get bored with the pairing.
(And just to clarify: my longest fic hit 150k, and I've written four others that average to about 30k each. My one-shots tend to be around 5k, and I occasionally write short fic of about 1-2k when I'm bored with the long stuff.)
To be honest, when I slow down/stop writing fic for a particular OTP, it's usually because I've fallen out of the fandom in general. It's been over a year since I wrote anything about the OTP I've been most prolific for... but I still construct stories about them in my head. I'm still not bored with them, and I still don't have any desire to pair them up with other characters. If RL stops kicking me repeatedly in the face, I might one day put some of these ideas down and go back to posting them again.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 03:36 am (UTC)(link)The numbers I gave about my fics, btw? All in one fandom. I have other fandoms I haven't been as prolific in, but I've certainly written lengthy fics in them as well. =P
Re: OTPs
I don't know, I'm just not bored of them. If I did write a lot more, I might, but I don't write enough for that to be an issue.
Re: OTPs
(Anonymous) 2012-09-29 04:11 am (UTC)(link)