[ SECRET POST #2138 ]

[case]

⌈ Secret Post #2138 ⌋

Warning: Some secrets are NOT worksafe and may contain SPOILERS.

01.
[Cabin in the Woods]


__________________________________________________



02.
[Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name]


__________________________________________________



03.
[Vampire Diaries]


__________________________________________________



04.


__________________________________________________



05.


__________________________________________________



06.
[009 RE:CYBORG]


__________________________________________________













[ ----- SPOILERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]













07. [SPOILERS for Elementary]



__________________________________________________



08. [SPOILERS for Supernatural]



__________________________________________________



09. [SPOILERS for Journey Into Mystery 2011/Young Avengers 2012]



__________________________________________________



10. [SPOILERS for Skyfall]



__________________________________________________















[ -----TRIGGERY SECRETS AHEAD ----- ]















11. [WARNING for abuse]

[Chris Brown / Jaejoong (JYJ)]


__________________________________________________



12. [WARNING for incest]



__________________________________________________



13. [WARNING for abuse]



__________________________________________________



14. [WARNING for eating disorders]



__________________________________________________



15. [WARNING for suicide]

[Edna and Harvey: Harvey's New Eyes]


__________________________________________________











Notes:

Secrets Left to Post: 00 pages, 000 secrets from Secret Submission Post #305.
Secrets Not Posted: [ 0 - broken links ], [ 0 - not!secrets ], [ 0 - not!fandom ], [ 0 - too big ], [ 0 - repeat ].
Current Secret Submissions Post: here.
Suggestions, comments, and concerns should go here.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Honestly, is it so hard for people to slap synthetic dicks and orifices on characters? Like, seriously, if you can build an entire human, I'm sure humanity will have figured out how to use that technology for sexy purposes...

Plus detachable dicks with fancy functions. How is that not awesome? You could even make them self-lubricating. Much more practical in my opinion than self-lubricating assholes.

Re: little tiny ratties

[riddian]

AHHHH SO CUTE. Rats make the best pets. We have two right now and they are <3

Secretly convinced there's something wrong with me

[(Anonymous)]

Half the time I feel like I'm masquerading as human.
I've been on less dates than fingers on one hand, I'm scared of relationships and the caring involved, I'm not even sure I can care on that high of a level? I've never had sex. Half the time I want to, the other half I don't. I look around seeing people be happy and successful, who go out and get a job in less than a month. Friends are getting married, I'm realising I really don't have that many friends and how does an adult even make friends?
I've felt really lonely lately because I've developed an immune disease with a 3 months wait to even see a specialist and I don't know how to talk to anyone and I've had bad past experiences with psychologists and doctors trying to be counsellors.

My internet life isn't much different. I don't even have an account for DW or LJ because I'm scared of people knowing me too well, of people linking bits of me together from posts and not liking me as a result. Or they might use bits of me to hurt me.

I guess I'm all kinds of scared because at least I'm used to being alone and scared of everything else but I really really just want to be like everyone else.

And I don't even know why I'm typing this here because what can people on the internet do? Just, here, have my confused scared feelings in text. Maybe someone else has been like this and knew how to fix themself?

Re: really cool fem!Harry Potter fic

[fingalsanteater]

Never found a gender swap fic I liked, but I'm going to try this one. Thanks for the rec.

Re: FASHION THREAD!

[caffeine_buzz]

Girly, with a lot of influence from japanese street style, mostly gothic and punk lolita, with a bit of classic lolita for work (though I almost never go out in full lolita with the petticoat and everything because I find it inconvenient, I prefer just to add a bit of of loli-ish influence to a more casual style). I always wear skirts and dresses -- I actually only own two pairs of pants, which I'm pretty sure are somewhere in my basement and are basically just in case I ever needed them for work for some reason -- paired with tights when I'm at work and a variety of knee socks when I'm not. I've developed a weird love of hats so if I'm not at work I pretty much always have on a beret or a cute bowler hat or something of the sort. I also tend to wear boots a lot, though I generally don't wear shoes with heels because I have trouble walking in them (I also have small feet, so I usually can't wear 'adult' heels anyway because they're always too big for me, my most recent shoe purchases were a couple pairs of black work flats I bought from The Children's Place -_-;).

Meanwhile, my mom finds my whole style sort of hilarious because all through high school I hated skirts and dresses and never wanted to shop for clothes. At prom I had random classmates stopping me to boggle that I was actually in a dress, and now my co-workers would boggle if I ever came to work in pants :)

[(Anonymous)]

I think I love you.

Re: Pride

[riddian]

Definitely my hair. It comes down past the small of my back and it's so soft and I love brushing it and putting it up and sometimes braiding it. People comment on it a lot. Yeeeee.

[(Anonymous)]

you know you do!

Re: really cool fem!Harry Potter fic

[(Anonymous)]

well, since an anon recced it on FS I'll give it a go :)

Re: Inappropriate songs to get stuck in your head

[(Anonymous)]

I like a lot of Skrillex songs. But people take such offense when I skip down Walmart aisles yelling "I WANT TO KILL EVERYBODY IN THE WORLD." They just have no taste.

Re: And here's me depressed

[(Anonymous)]

What a bizarre and completely unexpected turn of events!

Re: Secretly convinced there's something wrong with me

[(Anonymous)]

I'm like this except no immune disease and zero dates (and I don't have much experience with psychologist or doctors either... uh)

But everything else?

I know exactly what you mean. Right through the wanting to be happy but not wanting to be used and not feeling human and ugh, yeah.

I've gotten a little better with time, but I have no idea what to tell you.

Having an emotional support network works wonder, but it's kind of a vicious circle if you want friends but don't want them

I know this isn't going to be what you want to hear -I sure hated hearing it when I was younger-, but barring something neurological or nutritional or such that is creating the chemical deficiencies or mix-ups or whatever in you, for which you should definitely try to get professional help, if it's the case, the help you need can only come from you.

Which sounds like bullshit new era thinking, but a lot of it has to be you creating strength and courage from within when there is none, and then use that to find help and guidance. Which, um, I guess you did by posting here. I, uh, sorry.

I really don't mean to sound patronizing. :(

The sites I've heard seem to be focused on suicide prevention, but you could try to ask them for some direction, if they can't help you themselves:

http://www.tumblr.com/docs/en/counseling_prevention_resources

Sometimes having conversations with yourself, or writing down your thoughts and trying to solve them might help. Try to get to the bottom of everything. "why do I feel this way?" "why do I fear this?" "what previous things have I seen or experience that make me think that this situation will end up like this? Is it really true?" "what is the worst case scenario?" and so on

I have to admit that my confidence comes and goes, but when it comes, it is when I somehow convince myself that the worst case scenario is, for example, public humiliation, and hey, at least that won't get me killed (where I live O__O), so who cares! other people have messed up in public too, or in private, or with people they were trying to impress in any specific scenario, and so on

I'm sorry I'm rambling. This is something I don't really know how to put into words very well.

Just, know that it's not just you, okay? c: I swear you're not a weirdo and that there's a bunch of us social misfits hanging out, unseen, and kinda just flailing on the inside, desperate to waltz through human life without stepping on too many toes.

[sarnath]

Original Irene got away because Holmes stopped hunting her. It's really that simple. It wasn't because of some special ability of hers.

She was also actually one of four people who beat him (the other three were men) according to Holmes himself.

Does saying "please" and needing a rescue negate all the other things she does and is? Sherlock made her say "please", sure. But she was the one who induced him to come to her rescue after that. It could be said that she won in the end; she got away, and made Sherlock help her do it.

Re: People fetishizing jobs

[cloud_riven]

One of my two jobs atm is at a coffee shop. If I'm making things at the "bar", customers can be so fucking weird.

Re: FASHION THREAD!

[fingalsanteater]

+1 to this thread.

Now kiss. Hate!sex is the best.

[citrinesunset]

Yeah, I hear you. It's been a while since there's been an episode that actually creeped me out.

[citrinesunset]

I thought it was an all right episode on its own, but I found it strange that they chose to air it for Halloween. I was hoping they'd have something spookier for Halloween. :(

[elephantinegrace]

-claps hands because she believes-

[n7of9]

heehhee...thanks, that's pretty spot on

(lol @ manpain)

[ex_paola492]

[melayka]

TBH Dollhouse underwhelmed me, but Topher was wacky mad-science fun. I'm happy Whedon re-uses his friends, because it means I'll always see more of the awesome oddballs he discovers.

[(Anonymous)]

+1

[(Anonymous)]

Hooray! I'm not alone! *hand-appreciating fistbump*

Re: first commenter

[(Anonymous)]

TRUFAX: Pussy Galore in the novel was a lesbian. But then Bond turned her straight with the almighty power of his cock. Or something.

The novels are kind of a mess, is what I'm sayin'.

[(Anonymous)]

There's a limit to what a person can take and those so-called fans sincerely push it to the point where breaking is inevitable. Once you've been in that situation, you know that what you say and do stems from a long-time abusive situation. You just lash out, say anything and it pours out in an ugly way.

I'm not saying it was good what happened but considering the psychology, it's not surprising and it was definitely provoked for a long period of time. Jaejoong was a victim who broke. It's terrible he broke like that, I hope he has learned from it and will never repeat it. I hope he feels shame for how he reacted and I really hope that other idols have some preventive measures from snapping. But these fans are really, really extreme and it's not the last we'll hear of something like this.

There are no good guys in this depressing scenario.