I don't think being able to see your kinks asserting themselves (in retrospect) in innocent looking kids literature, is that unusual an experience. Kids are sexual, even if they aren't sexually active. I have the same kinks I always had, more or less. They've just gotten more play as I got older. Much older.

Seriously. That scene in Disney's Robin Hood where Prince John makes Sir Hiss stand still so he can hit him, and then Sir Hiss mumbles "thank you" made me *intensely* embarrassed and *intensely* turned on when I was all of about five years old. I had no idea what was going on, but it was fascinating, secret fun.